newfamfan
09-05-2006, 06:46 PM
Disclaimer: I own nothing...
RATING-PG-13
I just wanted to write this idea with all the lexana going around.
Lana placed her book on the counter. She sighed exasperated at the knocking on the door. She just wanted to get the astronomy homework done…Uninterrupted. Lana threw her pencil down angrily on the desk.
“I’m coming!” She stated in a annoyed tone. She marched to the door pulling it open. She expected to see one of Chloe’s friends from across the hall. One of the girls that annoyed Lana almost to tears with their constant chatter of boyfriends and dates. Lana hated that it only served to remind her of Clark. The man she loved but couldn’t accept his closing himself off to her. And who could blame her? It had been too many years of secrets.
“You seem happy to see me.” Lex stated sarcastically.
“Oh, Hi.” Lana turned and rolled her eyes. Lex was a good friend lately. However, she knew Lex wanted more than friendship. Lana was still too deeply in love with Clark to allow that. It wouldn’t be fair to Lex…but mostly unfair to her. She played that game with Jason Teague. She wasn’t in the mood to play any more. She was an adult female capable of living without a man to make her whole.
“I thought you would like to go to dinner tonight. Some where nice.” Lex walked in and glanced around the dorm room. His eye caught the photo Lana had on her bed shelf. Clark and her…the girl was still hanging on to the farm boy. Lex was sure he could change that.
“By nice you mean expensive.” Lana smiled. Sometimes it was nice, as Lex put it, to go out somewhere. Clark didn’t take her many places once the summer was over. When he came back to life, their time together had changed. He was tense again. She loved spending time with him but needed more..She needed the whole Clark Kent. Not the façade he put before her.
“But of course.” Lex winked. Lana knew he was flirting. It had been happening a lot lately. She was getting used to it. That scared her. She didn’t really want Lex Luthor but she longed for the attention that he was giving her. Attention that Clark had begun to deny her even before their relationship was put on a ‘break’ by her.
“ I need to get ready.” Lana fidgeted with her cotton t-shirt. She had planned on ordering pizza. This sounded better. At least it gave her an excuse to dress up.
“Okay. I have some Luthor Corp. business to take care of.” Lex ran his hand up Lana’s arms. Lana smiled slightly but secretly cringed inside. It felt strange still; his touching her.
The door had not been closed completely leaving it open for any to come in. Clark walked in as he noticed Lex rubbing down Lana’s arm. Clark felt his heart burn with pain. Lana was moving on. The worst part was she was moving on with the man that caused her death in the first place. It was so unfair. He lost Lana because he wanted to save her life. Then the man that caused all the pain of her death was slowly getting Lana for his own.
“I’ll pick you up in the limo in two hours.” Lex said. He then turned and smirked at Clark. Obviously, rubbing it in that he was with the woman Clark loved.
“I was looking for Chloe.” Clark glanced at Lana then Lex. “Is she here?”
“No. She and Lois went out on dates with some twin models.” Lana walked to the door. She put her hand on it alerting both men it was time to go. “Lex, I will be ready in 2 and a half hours.” Lana wanted to finish her homework.
Lex walked out still glaring at Clark with a smug look. Clark started to follow but he grabbed the door instead. He closed it. Then turned to Lana. Clark stared at Lana. Lana stood froze in place. Clark’s eyes penetrating the very fiber of her being.
“Clark…I..” Lana stopped and stepped back when Clark headed towards her.
Clark touched her shoulder and rubbed down her arm. It was very similar to Lex’s movement earlier. However, it elicited so much more from Lana’s body. She trembled at Clark’s touch. Clark could feel it. He wondered if he dare do this. If he could control himself enough to touch her. Clark pulled Lana to him. He leaned and allowed his hot breath to dance on her neck.
Then he whispered with lust laden voice “Does he touch you like I did? Does Lex make your body yearn for his as it did for mine?”
“We…we.jussst friends. Lex is …just friends.” Lana stammered. Her knees felt weak. Clark had not been this close to her for so long.
“Do you still hunger for me, Lana? Do you want my body to take yours as I did before? I know my body wants you…it needs you.” Clark couldn’t believe what he was saying. Jealousy over Lex stealing Lana’s heart had Clark seething. He couldn’t let that happen. EVER!
“Stop it.” Lana whispered weakly. She wanted his touch…but she couldn’t have it. Not with him withholding things from her. It was unfair.
Clark hesitated but never moved his body from pressing against Lana. He had maneuvered Lana into a trap. She could not escape. Her body was pinned against the wall and Clark. Did he dare continue his seduction? He had feared hurting her physically. However, he knew that Chloe was right. He controlled all other aspects of his abilities from hugs to handshakes. He could control this as well.
What stopped him in the past was still there. The secret. This time Clark couldn’t chance telling her. However, Clark’s conscience didn’t tell him he was wrong to make love to Lana with the secret. He knew now that Lana accepted him fully. She was willing to marry him and spend her life with him…making love was part of that. Sure he had taken it back. But the fact she accepted him made it easier to continue taunting Lana sexually.
“Do you really want me to stop?” Clark’s voice was thick with desire. He needed Lana to touch him. To make all the pain go away from losing her …..to the pain of his father’s death. It was like a drug for him. Clark knew that the pain would come back after but he needed it to ease for just this moment. Making love to Lana no longer felt like an option. Rather it became his necessity.
Lana squirmed free from Clark’s body pressing against hers. She had to think. Clark being that near muddled her thinking. “I have to shower. I have a date with Lex.”
Lana figured that would detour Clark from his agenda. However it only fueled him on. Lana walked into the bathroom and started the shower. Lana closed the door to the bathroom. Hopefully, closing Clark out of her life right now. She couldn’t and wouldn’t allow him to break her heart again. She was sure Clark would show himself out. She pulled the cotton blouse from her body. Then her cotton pants and panties fell into a puddle at her feet. She kicked them away. Lana stepped into the warmth of the shower water. She imagined the shower washing away Clark’s touches. It wasn’t working…instead the droplets became his lips…lingering on her bare skin.
Lana slammed her fist against the tile wall. She hated longing for him. It had to stop….she couldn’t live with the pain Clark Kent made her feel. Lana closed her eyes and leaned into the shower. A smile crept across her lips as she thought of making love to him. The pain was there but thoughts of pleasure were becoming dominant.
Clark stood in the dorm room. He glanced around before heading out. His glance noticed the photo of him and Lana. Happier times…he missed her. Clark closes his eyes remembering the first time they touched. The many times they made love became more of a learning experience for them both. He wanted Lana to make love to him… now.
Clark turned and headed to the bathroom. What he was doing was so wrong? So unlike himself. But he needed Lana to touch him. To make him feel human…to make him feel worthy again. He hadn’t felt that since he watched his father’s coffin lower into the ground.
Clark twisted open the door. He stepped into the steamy bathroom. Clark watched Lana’s silhouette. He gulped at her overwhelming beauty. He had to take a chance. He removed his clothes then opened the shower and stepped in.
Lana felt the air hit her but that wasn’t what was causing chills to spiral up her spine. Lana turned her mouth dropping open at the sight of Clark’s nudeness. “Clark, what…” Her eyes gazed down his body. Lana bit her lip. Such perfection.
“Please, Lana. Make the pain stop.” Clark pleaded. He was no longer strong. He just needed to be touched.
“Clark, I can’t ..it hurts too much.” Lana could feel tears cascading from her eyes. Clark could see them mingling with the droplets of water. His own tears threatening their escape.
“I don’t want to hurt you, Lana. That is something I NEVER wanted to do. Just let me make love to you. I’ll leave….and never ask again. If that is what you want.” Clark placed his hand on Lana squeezing her hip. “Is that what you want?”
Clark leaned in. He kissed the skin on Lana’s neck. He had to remain in control. He knew he could. He then licked her earlobe before whispering “If you want me to leave, I will.”
“Make love to me.” Lana’s mind had lost the battle. Her heart and body were in control now. Clark captured her lips. He sucked on her upper lip then the bottom. Lana delve her tongue deep into the Clark’s mouth. Wanting to feel his tongue in return. Clark returned the favor. Pleasing himself with the taste of Lana.
Clark allowed his fingers to play nimbly on Lana’s skin. Lana moaned as her body ignited at his touch. She no longer had to imagine the droplets of water being Clark’s touch …Clark was there. His fingers dancing skillfully on Lana’s skin. Clark enjoyed touching every inch of Lana. Then he allowed his tongue to dance the same dance as his fingers. Lana moaned and quivered beneath Clark’s salacious torture.
“Take me” Lana groaned as her body ached for Clark.
Clark did take her. It was different than before. Clark could feel his body was more skilled …less awkward. He maintained control . Lana wondered how his lovemaking had become so much better. She thought it was perfect before….Now it was beyond words. With every movement, the grief they had experienced the last few weeks was driven deeper into the back of their thoughts. They both knew it was momentary…but the release of pain was needed.
Time seemed to stand still as their lovemaking continued. Tears falling down their faces and mingling with the taste of their kisses. Slowly allowing the lovemaking to state what words were feared to form. Lana scratched down Clark’s back as she needed more and more of him. Clark nuzzled against Lana’s neck…sucking in her delicate skin. Tasting her is all he wanted…needing her is all he knew.
Clark and Lana allowed the pleasure to accumulate to a heightened euphoria. Colliding into one another with a fulfilled exhaustion. Clark continued holding Lana without releasing her body from his. He stepped out from the shower. Lana placed her head into the crook of Clark’s neck. A slight whimper escaped her mouth. Her fears returning.
“I love you.” Clark murmured as he laid her down on the bed.
“I know. I love you, too.” Lana rustled Clark’s wet tendrils of hair lovingly. “I never doubted that.”
Clark pulled the covers over Lana’s nude body. “Get some rest, Angel.”
“It hasn’t changed.” Lana had a difficult time saying that. But it needed said. She still needed the secret before she invested into a relationship with Clark again.
“I know. Just as loving you will not change.” Clark kissed Lana’ s forehead. “Sleep. I know you’re tired.”
Lana was exhausted. Clark had exhausted her…in such a wonderful way. Lana closed her eyes as she was lulled to sleep by Clark’s finger rubbing across her cheek. Clark soon dressed. He headed out the door . Lex stood there as Clark opened the door.
Lex looked past Clark and noticed Lana’s nude body covered in only a blanket. Her wet hair clinging to her shoulders and face. He then glanced at Clark. Clark’s hair was wet as well.
“I don’t think she remembered the dinner date, Lex.” Clark smirked.
The end
RATING-PG-13
I just wanted to write this idea with all the lexana going around.
Lana placed her book on the counter. She sighed exasperated at the knocking on the door. She just wanted to get the astronomy homework done…Uninterrupted. Lana threw her pencil down angrily on the desk.
“I’m coming!” She stated in a annoyed tone. She marched to the door pulling it open. She expected to see one of Chloe’s friends from across the hall. One of the girls that annoyed Lana almost to tears with their constant chatter of boyfriends and dates. Lana hated that it only served to remind her of Clark. The man she loved but couldn’t accept his closing himself off to her. And who could blame her? It had been too many years of secrets.
“You seem happy to see me.” Lex stated sarcastically.
“Oh, Hi.” Lana turned and rolled her eyes. Lex was a good friend lately. However, she knew Lex wanted more than friendship. Lana was still too deeply in love with Clark to allow that. It wouldn’t be fair to Lex…but mostly unfair to her. She played that game with Jason Teague. She wasn’t in the mood to play any more. She was an adult female capable of living without a man to make her whole.
“I thought you would like to go to dinner tonight. Some where nice.” Lex walked in and glanced around the dorm room. His eye caught the photo Lana had on her bed shelf. Clark and her…the girl was still hanging on to the farm boy. Lex was sure he could change that.
“By nice you mean expensive.” Lana smiled. Sometimes it was nice, as Lex put it, to go out somewhere. Clark didn’t take her many places once the summer was over. When he came back to life, their time together had changed. He was tense again. She loved spending time with him but needed more..She needed the whole Clark Kent. Not the façade he put before her.
“But of course.” Lex winked. Lana knew he was flirting. It had been happening a lot lately. She was getting used to it. That scared her. She didn’t really want Lex Luthor but she longed for the attention that he was giving her. Attention that Clark had begun to deny her even before their relationship was put on a ‘break’ by her.
“ I need to get ready.” Lana fidgeted with her cotton t-shirt. She had planned on ordering pizza. This sounded better. At least it gave her an excuse to dress up.
“Okay. I have some Luthor Corp. business to take care of.” Lex ran his hand up Lana’s arms. Lana smiled slightly but secretly cringed inside. It felt strange still; his touching her.
The door had not been closed completely leaving it open for any to come in. Clark walked in as he noticed Lex rubbing down Lana’s arm. Clark felt his heart burn with pain. Lana was moving on. The worst part was she was moving on with the man that caused her death in the first place. It was so unfair. He lost Lana because he wanted to save her life. Then the man that caused all the pain of her death was slowly getting Lana for his own.
“I’ll pick you up in the limo in two hours.” Lex said. He then turned and smirked at Clark. Obviously, rubbing it in that he was with the woman Clark loved.
“I was looking for Chloe.” Clark glanced at Lana then Lex. “Is she here?”
“No. She and Lois went out on dates with some twin models.” Lana walked to the door. She put her hand on it alerting both men it was time to go. “Lex, I will be ready in 2 and a half hours.” Lana wanted to finish her homework.
Lex walked out still glaring at Clark with a smug look. Clark started to follow but he grabbed the door instead. He closed it. Then turned to Lana. Clark stared at Lana. Lana stood froze in place. Clark’s eyes penetrating the very fiber of her being.
“Clark…I..” Lana stopped and stepped back when Clark headed towards her.
Clark touched her shoulder and rubbed down her arm. It was very similar to Lex’s movement earlier. However, it elicited so much more from Lana’s body. She trembled at Clark’s touch. Clark could feel it. He wondered if he dare do this. If he could control himself enough to touch her. Clark pulled Lana to him. He leaned and allowed his hot breath to dance on her neck.
Then he whispered with lust laden voice “Does he touch you like I did? Does Lex make your body yearn for his as it did for mine?”
“We…we.jussst friends. Lex is …just friends.” Lana stammered. Her knees felt weak. Clark had not been this close to her for so long.
“Do you still hunger for me, Lana? Do you want my body to take yours as I did before? I know my body wants you…it needs you.” Clark couldn’t believe what he was saying. Jealousy over Lex stealing Lana’s heart had Clark seething. He couldn’t let that happen. EVER!
“Stop it.” Lana whispered weakly. She wanted his touch…but she couldn’t have it. Not with him withholding things from her. It was unfair.
Clark hesitated but never moved his body from pressing against Lana. He had maneuvered Lana into a trap. She could not escape. Her body was pinned against the wall and Clark. Did he dare continue his seduction? He had feared hurting her physically. However, he knew that Chloe was right. He controlled all other aspects of his abilities from hugs to handshakes. He could control this as well.
What stopped him in the past was still there. The secret. This time Clark couldn’t chance telling her. However, Clark’s conscience didn’t tell him he was wrong to make love to Lana with the secret. He knew now that Lana accepted him fully. She was willing to marry him and spend her life with him…making love was part of that. Sure he had taken it back. But the fact she accepted him made it easier to continue taunting Lana sexually.
“Do you really want me to stop?” Clark’s voice was thick with desire. He needed Lana to touch him. To make all the pain go away from losing her …..to the pain of his father’s death. It was like a drug for him. Clark knew that the pain would come back after but he needed it to ease for just this moment. Making love to Lana no longer felt like an option. Rather it became his necessity.
Lana squirmed free from Clark’s body pressing against hers. She had to think. Clark being that near muddled her thinking. “I have to shower. I have a date with Lex.”
Lana figured that would detour Clark from his agenda. However it only fueled him on. Lana walked into the bathroom and started the shower. Lana closed the door to the bathroom. Hopefully, closing Clark out of her life right now. She couldn’t and wouldn’t allow him to break her heart again. She was sure Clark would show himself out. She pulled the cotton blouse from her body. Then her cotton pants and panties fell into a puddle at her feet. She kicked them away. Lana stepped into the warmth of the shower water. She imagined the shower washing away Clark’s touches. It wasn’t working…instead the droplets became his lips…lingering on her bare skin.
Lana slammed her fist against the tile wall. She hated longing for him. It had to stop….she couldn’t live with the pain Clark Kent made her feel. Lana closed her eyes and leaned into the shower. A smile crept across her lips as she thought of making love to him. The pain was there but thoughts of pleasure were becoming dominant.
Clark stood in the dorm room. He glanced around before heading out. His glance noticed the photo of him and Lana. Happier times…he missed her. Clark closes his eyes remembering the first time they touched. The many times they made love became more of a learning experience for them both. He wanted Lana to make love to him… now.
Clark turned and headed to the bathroom. What he was doing was so wrong? So unlike himself. But he needed Lana to touch him. To make him feel human…to make him feel worthy again. He hadn’t felt that since he watched his father’s coffin lower into the ground.
Clark twisted open the door. He stepped into the steamy bathroom. Clark watched Lana’s silhouette. He gulped at her overwhelming beauty. He had to take a chance. He removed his clothes then opened the shower and stepped in.
Lana felt the air hit her but that wasn’t what was causing chills to spiral up her spine. Lana turned her mouth dropping open at the sight of Clark’s nudeness. “Clark, what…” Her eyes gazed down his body. Lana bit her lip. Such perfection.
“Please, Lana. Make the pain stop.” Clark pleaded. He was no longer strong. He just needed to be touched.
“Clark, I can’t ..it hurts too much.” Lana could feel tears cascading from her eyes. Clark could see them mingling with the droplets of water. His own tears threatening their escape.
“I don’t want to hurt you, Lana. That is something I NEVER wanted to do. Just let me make love to you. I’ll leave….and never ask again. If that is what you want.” Clark placed his hand on Lana squeezing her hip. “Is that what you want?”
Clark leaned in. He kissed the skin on Lana’s neck. He had to remain in control. He knew he could. He then licked her earlobe before whispering “If you want me to leave, I will.”
“Make love to me.” Lana’s mind had lost the battle. Her heart and body were in control now. Clark captured her lips. He sucked on her upper lip then the bottom. Lana delve her tongue deep into the Clark’s mouth. Wanting to feel his tongue in return. Clark returned the favor. Pleasing himself with the taste of Lana.
Clark allowed his fingers to play nimbly on Lana’s skin. Lana moaned as her body ignited at his touch. She no longer had to imagine the droplets of water being Clark’s touch …Clark was there. His fingers dancing skillfully on Lana’s skin. Clark enjoyed touching every inch of Lana. Then he allowed his tongue to dance the same dance as his fingers. Lana moaned and quivered beneath Clark’s salacious torture.
“Take me” Lana groaned as her body ached for Clark.
Clark did take her. It was different than before. Clark could feel his body was more skilled …less awkward. He maintained control . Lana wondered how his lovemaking had become so much better. She thought it was perfect before….Now it was beyond words. With every movement, the grief they had experienced the last few weeks was driven deeper into the back of their thoughts. They both knew it was momentary…but the release of pain was needed.
Time seemed to stand still as their lovemaking continued. Tears falling down their faces and mingling with the taste of their kisses. Slowly allowing the lovemaking to state what words were feared to form. Lana scratched down Clark’s back as she needed more and more of him. Clark nuzzled against Lana’s neck…sucking in her delicate skin. Tasting her is all he wanted…needing her is all he knew.
Clark and Lana allowed the pleasure to accumulate to a heightened euphoria. Colliding into one another with a fulfilled exhaustion. Clark continued holding Lana without releasing her body from his. He stepped out from the shower. Lana placed her head into the crook of Clark’s neck. A slight whimper escaped her mouth. Her fears returning.
“I love you.” Clark murmured as he laid her down on the bed.
“I know. I love you, too.” Lana rustled Clark’s wet tendrils of hair lovingly. “I never doubted that.”
Clark pulled the covers over Lana’s nude body. “Get some rest, Angel.”
“It hasn’t changed.” Lana had a difficult time saying that. But it needed said. She still needed the secret before she invested into a relationship with Clark again.
“I know. Just as loving you will not change.” Clark kissed Lana’ s forehead. “Sleep. I know you’re tired.”
Lana was exhausted. Clark had exhausted her…in such a wonderful way. Lana closed her eyes as she was lulled to sleep by Clark’s finger rubbing across her cheek. Clark soon dressed. He headed out the door . Lex stood there as Clark opened the door.
Lex looked past Clark and noticed Lana’s nude body covered in only a blanket. Her wet hair clinging to her shoulders and face. He then glanced at Clark. Clark’s hair was wet as well.
“I don’t think she remembered the dinner date, Lex.” Clark smirked.
The end