Forgetting Has Never Been Harder

[Clark&lana4eva]

This is my first fanfiction
Written in lana's POV
dont own anything
please review i just posted the first paragraph to see if i should waste my time with more and tell me what u think both negative and positive


CHAPTER 1


The day had started out slow. Clark, Chloe, Pete and I sit in our last class starring blankly at the pages that lay before us, watching the clock slowly tick by. Each minute seemed to pass by slower than the rest. In the front counter sat Clark, and next to him was Pete. Behind them Chloe Sullivan, and just next to her was where I sat. While Mrs. Anderson stood rambling on about U.S History, I could see the back of Clark’s head was getting lower and lower every time. Just as his head was mere inches from hitting the desk, the bell rang signaling the end of the last class. I laugh to my self wondering how someone so strong, who has saved my life countless times can’t even stay awake through history. I guess that’s another one of Clark Kent’s in captivating mysteries.

[maroon09854]

sweet cant wait to hear the rest

[SpeedyKate91]

seems like an interesting story. PPMS

[binkys711]

it was really short! but i'm liking it a lot anywyas!....PPMS!!! i wanna see where this is going....:D

[ClarksGirl21]

update soon.. it sounds really cute =)

[C.A.chick]

cOOL, BUT SHORT! WHAT YEAR? HOW OLD? ECT....... I LOVE SO FAR!

[Clark&lana4eva]

it takes place during season 4 w/ jason. i have a lot written out on paper but im just gonna post short stuff for now until i get more reviews to see if its worth my time. i love writting and w/ school being this seems fun to kind of relieve stress. heres the next short update.

Chapter 1 Continued....

After the last class of the day, we all headed for the safe haven, the Torch. Personally I’m glad it’s a Friday.

“So, what are we all going to do today? You want to go to the movies or something?” I heard Chloe ask.

“Sorry guys but I have a date tonight.” Pete added with the biggest smile I think I have ever seen him give before.

“Really? With who?” Clark asked with a crooked yet mischievous smile. God how I love his smile, and his lips, and his- `Shut up brain` I shake my head to try to rid myself of the thought

“With Julia Wall.” Pete chimed in, “Oh, by the way before I forget you know her friend Ashley?”

“Yeah? So?” Clark asked, confusion evident on his face

“She wanted me to give you this.” Pete reached into his pocket as he pulled out a little note and her phone number. “You gonna call her man?”

“Please, Smallville never calls any girl.” Lois added as she walked through the Torch door. “He’s got phones ringing off the hook at home and he never goes out with any girl. Why is that?”

I kind of felt bad for him. I know how much he hates being the center of attention being the modest Clark Kent and all, but even I wanted to know the answer to this one.

“Truth is I kind of already have my eye on someone.” Clark added making his cheeks turn a slight shade of pink. I couldn’t help but to feel disappointed. Maybe he moved on. I’ve moved on to so it’s only fair right? I’m over him I keep admitting to myself. But if I’m over him than why do I feel disappointed that he is over me? Why do I feel jealous?

[linn]

that was a great start and second part ppms!

[binkys711]

OoO.....Lana is getting jealous! great short update! I' lovin' it so far! c'mon PPMS!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

im gonna finish homework if i have time ill try to post some more in a bit only 2 more days left till smallville S5 !!!

[NYC300Z]

Yeah you gotta post more so we can see what's really good!

[SpeedyKate91]

you gotta post some more soon!!

[MOOman0618]

I can just tell that this is going to be a really good one! Please post more! You made the mistake of actually telling us you have a lot written! :p

[Clark&lana4eva]

i have a lot written but its not typed or edited but ill post some more later on. comments are appreciated but remember this is written by a 13 year old so dont be to harsh please

[EyeluvTom]

You write really well! Can't wait for more!

[Clark&lana4eva]

Heres another short update cuz of all the homework i have but after this one they will all be A LOT longer i promise anyway enjoy


~~~~~~~~~~~~Chapter 2~~~~~~~~~~~~


“Why don’t we all go see a movie at the Talon?” Lois added, “Normally me and Clark have a movie night on Friday if I don’t have a date anyway so this time we can do it as a group, but instead of having it at the Kent’s we can go to the Talon and watch the Fright Fest Marathon?”

“I’m in.” I added with a shrug. I’m not really into scary movies, but I didn’t want to seem like a chicken either.

“Me too.” Clark added followed bye Chloe.

“Okay then, movie night it is.” Clark added showing all of those pearly whites of his.

We ended up deciding to see The Grudge followed by “How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days” upstairs in my apartment. We headed into the movies Clark and Lois each with one jumbo sized popcorn, and Chloe and I shared a regular size. “Are you really going to eat all of that popcorn?” I asked him with a slight laugh.

“Yep.” He added with a cocky grinned that could only manage to make me laugh

We entered the theater and got our seats. Chloe was on one end, I sat next to her, Clark next to me and Lois sat next to Clark. Once the movie started I automatically felt chills go up my spine. I’m not to sure if those chills were caused by the movie or because Clark and Lois were having a popcorn fight.

Gah, why am I acting this way? Okay Lang concentrate on the movie. I’m sure it can’t be as scary as the thought of Clark and Lois going out. `Concentrate on the movie La-` “AHHHH” I let out a loud scream and grip onto both Chloe and Clark’s hand holding on for dear life. `Perfect time for me to concentrate on the movie. Of course I had to actually pay attention when something scary happens`

“Sorry” I fist tell Chloe and tear my hand off hers. I let my hand linger on Clark’s a little longer than I should of. After I manage to pull away I look right into his eyes blushing, but thanking god that it’s to dark to notice and daintily whisper, “Sorry.”

I mentally kick myself.

`Things are about to get uncomfortable and complicated`

[NYC300Z]

haha. Clark and Lois getting along...wierd hope Lana makes a move soon...

PPMS!

[maroon09854]

awsome update ppms!!!!!!!!!

[SpeedyKate91]

PPMS!!

[gloria]

ppms!

[linn]

haha.ppms!

[C.A.chick]

MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE SO FAR!

[kewl]

just caught up!!! u write well and this seems to be an interesting story!!! keep it going and PPMS!!! :D

[EyeluvTom]

MORE!!!

[binkys711]

awww...cute mini-update....MORE!:D...PPMS!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

there will be and update later on tonight cuz i have to type it up, edit it amd change some things. sorry of its not what u expected but i am only 13

[binkys711]

no, I'm lovin' it! it's great! just want longer updates;) can't wait 'till ya do update!

[MOOman0618]

Originally posted by Clark&lana4eva
I’m not to sure if those chills were caused by the movie or because Clark and Lois were having a popcorn fight.

Gah, why am I acting this way? Okay Lang concentrate on the movie. I’m sure it can’t be as scary as the thought of Clark and Lois going out.


AMEN!! heehee

Wonderful update. Can't wait for when you can post more.

[Clark&lana4eva]

Chapter 2



Man was I right. Things were limited to small conversation about what part was the scariest and if I liked scary movies. “So, let’s go upstairs and watch something funny.” I slightly shiver thinking of all the bad memories that came with the movie.

“Ok” Clark and Lois responded simultaneously.

`Since when have Clark and Lois been so chummy? Okay now something is defiantly wrong, I never say ‘chummy’ brain shut up you think too much`

`Well, one of us has to think no go make things right`

`No`

`Fine than I hope you can take seeing him with Lois`

`I’m not gonna do-`

“Hey Clark can I talk to you for a second before the movie starts?”

“Sure, whats up?”

I wipe my now sweaty palms on my jeans mentally planning what I should say without making matters worse. I decided to start with first thing that popped into my mind. “Sorry.” I added shaking my head wishing I had said something else.

“For what?” Clark asked tilting his head to the side as if confused.

“You known for what. For the whole thing that happened in the movies.”


“What thing.” He asked as annoyed as I am, I can’t manage to be mad at him. I look him in the eye and put my hands on my hips, squinting my eyes a little showing I was serious, knowing he was too much a gentleman than to let me get aggravated.

“Okay, Okay. I give in buts it’s fine. Plus, I think you liked it right?” He added with a cocky grin that I couldn’t help but to smile back.

I smacked him playfully on the chest and let out a giggle. “Okay Mr. Cocky. But are we alright? No more of the ignoring stuff.”

“Yeah, we’re cool.” He puts his arm around me proving that there’s nothing wrong sending shivers up my spine.

As we pull apart I feel the warmth that once overcame my body abruptly leave me. `Think and enjoy the movie`

`How am I supposed to do that? `

`By acting like friends just as you agreed to the day you broke up`

`Right`

“Hey Lana, you coming?” I hear Clark call from the living room. “Yeah be right there.”

The rest of the night went by in a flash. Shockingly, I did enjoy the movie. I laughed so hard and Chloe, Lois, and I talked about how hot Matt McConaughey was and pointed out the bad physical features of Kate Hudson while Clark defended her. The night took and un expecting turn from horrible to one of the best nights of our life.

After I said goodbye to Chloe and Lois, I went downstairs with Clark.

“So all see you tomorrow Clark?” I asked with hope in my voice.
“Definitely.” Clark added with an ear to ear grin.

“So...” I asked. I was probably obvious that I was just trying to make conversation so he wouldn’t leave, but I really don’t care. All that I care about is that it’s just me and him and no one else.

“So…” he added. “See you tomorrow.”

“Yeah…” I added in almost a whisper. “So is it me or are have you and Lois been closer lately?” I asked trying to change the subject.

“Yeah well, we do live together and we have been getting along lately. Weird…” he added shaking his head and then starred of into space as if in deep thought.

“And….” I added bringing him out of his trance.

“Right, sorry. So we were just talking one night and something just happened.”

`You were the one who asked. `

`God why don’t you just ever stop annoying me? `

`I’m a mad woman. I keep talking to myself`

“Oh.” I added with a glum expression.

“No, nothing like that happened.” Clark added suddenly obviously sensing my discomfort. My face automatically perked up.

“I just found out that she was a good person to talk to and she listens. She’s a good friend.”

“Well, I’m glad.” I added with a fake smile.

`Actually I’m not. `

`Please don’t see through my smile. `

“You know I can see right through you. I can tell when you’re being less than truthful.” Clark added with concern.

`Damn why does he know me so well, and why is he quoting my famous honesty phrase?’

“Are you, Miss Lana Lang jealous of Lois Lane.” Clark added with that cocky grin that has been attached to his face for surprisingly a while now. What ever happened to Mr. Charming?

“Wouldn’t you like to know?”

“Yeah I would so just tell me.”

“Maybe, but I thought you knew me so well.”

“I do, that’s why I’m gonna tell you not to worry.”

He leaned into my face about and inch and I leaned in and added “Worry about what?” Is it me or are our faces getting closer?

More later or tomorrow. Like I said it might suck or it might not be as good as others fanfics are but I am only 13. feedback appreciated both good and bad THANX


Monica

[binkys711]

ahhh!!!! so close and you leave us there?! how could you?! I feel so used.....:p great update! I think what Lana is thinking is pretty funny!:lol: great job! PPMS!!!

(don't worry about your age, afterall I'm only 14:\)

[Clark&lana4eva]

its not that im worried its just that im up against more experienced writters and i barley have any reviews

it kinda makes u think about your writting

[binkys711]

eh, don't worry! your doing great!;)

can't wait 'till ya update!:D

[C.A.chick]

DUDE, THAT WAS AWESOME! HOW COULD YOU THINK THIS IS A BAD STORY? I THINK I HAVE JUST THE THING TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH WE LIKE THIS STORY:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D 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[HP_DRAGON]

This story is great PPMS

[smallville_clana]

that was honestly great! hope you update soon!

[binkys711]

another smilie wall....yes that proves even more that your fic roxz our soxz;)

[C.A.chick]

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[binkys711]

yes, yes

*a servant blows an elgant trumpet in some melody*
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PPMS!!!

[C.A.chick]

*ahem* elgant? that reminds me of elephant:D lmao....PPMS
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you left that out! PPMASAP! (oh bye the way, once you start seeing us talk on your this on your thread, it means we really like the story!)
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thanks for doing the honors binks!
PPMASAP!

[binkys711]

ahem....

*walking down the red elegant carpet is C.A. chick wearing a golden tiara*

;).....welcome, my pleasure doing the honors:D

(and yes, if you see us do this is just that we love your fic!)

PPMS!!!:)

[LanasLover16]

this story is awesome! cant wait to hear another update!!!

[MOOman0618]

Awesome update! I still love that this is from Lana's point of view. I was sooo scared when Clark said "Something happened" with Lois, but its all good. Post more soon.

[NYC300Z]

yeah my brother's 12 and he can't even really use a computer! lol so your doing great! PPMS!

[Clark&lana4eva]

ill post some tomorrow if ur luck ill post some 2day l8ter. i have a dance and i had spanish school in the morning, right now i am curently rewritting the whole chapter. th eoriginal kinda sucked

gotta go but as 2 not leave u hanging on cliffys ill leave u with this really short update but hey its better than nothing right?

Chapter 3


We were so close I could feel his warm breath clashing with my skin, making my heart jump. It was beating so hard that I think even Clark could hear it. I close my eyes anticipating his mouth meeting mine, my hurt beating a mile a minute and then as abruptly as it started beating it stopped. He brought his head back and whispered, “Sorry.” With that he walked out the Talon shaking his head I could swear I heard him cursing under his breath.

‘Go after him.’

‘And do what make things worse, no way.

‘Go’

‘No’

As I continued the metal debate with myself I found that my heart was one step ahead of me and I didn’t realize it until I found myself screaming for Clark's name. It was lightly raining, but enough for me to have to blink a couple times to roughly see him. I saw him stop and turn around and slowly make his way back to me. I closed the distance slowly walking towards him ignoring the urge to run up to him and kiss him. “It’s okay.” I tell him. “Just let’s not start ignoring each other again. I hate when we do that.”

“Me too.” Clark added with a crooked smile.

As he starts walking away again I feel myself call out his name once more. As he turns around I can’t help but to yell out the question so he hears me over the rain that is now pouring down heavily upon us. “Why didn’t you kiss me?”

He simply shrugged. “Don’t know. Did you want me to?”

I look into his eyes feeling the whole world stop around us. We stood there for merely seconds, when to me it felt like an eternity.

I turn my back to him leaving him to ponder what the answer might be. Truth is I need to figure out the answer to that question before I can truthfully answer him. I can still feel his gaze on me while I slowly make my back into the Talon.


Post more tomorrow but remember feedback is always appreciated

[SpeedyKate91]

good update
PPMS!!

[NYC300Z]

okay PPMS! Hope Lana sorts her feelings out soon!

[LanasLover16]

amazing update! ppms!!!

[kewl]

great update!!! hope they both sort their feelings out very soon!!! want them to be together once again!!!!

[C.A.chick]

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[Superboy2]

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[binkys711]

geez louis! this page got majorly stretched!:lol:

anyways....great update! darn Clark had to ruin the moment!:mad: poor Lana....hope she sorts everything out and soon!:)...PPMS!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

Chapter 3 Continued


As I entered my apartment, I closed the door and lean my back to it closing my eyes. I hate myself for feeling this way. “Ughh.” I sigh and lean my head in my hands as if it were going to fall off if I dint have its support. Right now, I think that might happen. Do I still have feelings for Clark Kent? I’ll figure that out tomorrow. Right now, I need to sleep.

Meanwhile in the Loft…

“Hey Lois, what’s up?” Clark asked barley making any eye contact.

“Truth is I came up here to ask you the same question.” Lois added with concern in her voice. “I take it something happened between you and the lovely Miss Lang?”

“Is that a question?”

“Not really.” Lois added with a smile that made Clark smile back.

“Listen Kent, do you still have feelings for her?”

“I don’t know.”

“Well you better figure it out soon. She won’t wait forever.”

“I know.” Clark added looking downward. “Hey Lois,”

“Yeah?”

“Why are you doing this? You know, helping me with the whole Lana thing?”

Lois drew in a deep breath, “Because you and Lana are my friends, and if she still has feelings for you then I don’t want either of you two to miss out on an opportunity of a life time just because you’re scared, or because the first time didn’t go as planned. Don’t you believe in second chances Clark?”

“Yeah I do, but what opportunity would I be missing out on?” Clark asked in deep thought still concentrating on a spot on the floor that was now so interesting.

“The opportunity to love and be loved. There is no better sensation than that. If you don’t fight for her, one day you’re going to wake up and wonder why in the hell didn’t you fight for her. One day she is going to manage to let go and forget about you in the way you want her to because you didn’t fight for her.” Lois paused slightly before continuing and drew in a breath.

“All the love she had for you will be gone and all that will be left is friendship. I don’t want you to wake up every morning and dwell on what could have happened if you would have fought for her. I want you to wake up every morning and say, ‘I’m glad I listened to Lois. She’s always right. Thanks to her I'm happy.’

Clark couldn’t help but to let a chuckle escape his lips after her last statement. Even in all the angst Lois could always make him smile. As sudden as the smile quickly came to his face it was gone replaced by a frown. “Lois, not that I don’t appreciate your speech, which I didn’t expect to come from you, but don’t you think that some people are meant to be alone?”

“No. The only people who end up alone are the people who spent so much time dwelling on the idea that there was no one for them. They spend so much time thinking about the future instead of what is happening right now, right this second, that they don’t appreciate the chances of a life time.” With those last words of wisdom, she exited the loft leaving Clark hanging on each and every word. ‘This is gonna be a long night.’

[SpeedyKate91]

great update!! PPMS!!

[linn]

ppms!

[kewl]

great update!!! hope clark will listen to what lois said and wake up before it's too late!!!! great speech lois!!! PPMSSS!!!! :D

[binkys711]

wow! Lois rocks at giving advise! that update was very pretty and wise! great update! PPMS!!!:D

[Clark&lana4eva]

ill try to post either tonight or tomarrow

[IluvCLANA]

YAY AN UPDATE!!! :)

[Deruvius]

UPDATEUPDATEUPDATE!!! great story! i want more clana!

why didnt he kiss her? stupid clark! kiss lana like you're supposed to!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

Chapter 4

I’m sure I have bags under my eyes from not sleeping. Why is it that I never get sleep when it comes to Clark? And why is it that when I do fall asleep my alarm clock goes off? I sigh as I go through my morning routine: shower, hair, make-up, ect… Normally I wouldn’t mind going to school, but after what happened last night, I know I'm gonna have to run into Clark at school. His locker is only two away from mine. Not to mention that we have first, third, and fifth period together. Great, I have to see him first thing in the morning. Never mind that, it’s time to get to school.

I swagger into school my tired complexion evident on my face. “Whoa, what happened to you?” I hear Chloe ask as she catches up with me in the hallway. There are so many times when I’m glad she’s a reporter, but right know isn’t one of them. “The lovely Miss Lang isn’t looking so lovely.”

“I don’t want to talk about it.” Was my simple remark. I even made a stern looking face witch hopefully would make her stop asking questions.

“Ooh I see guy troubles.” She tells me as she nudges me in my delicate ribs.

‘For a reporter she is either really stubborn or really stupid in not noticing how serious I was’

A part of me wanted someone to talk to and the other part just wanted to completely shut down and not let anyone get close. “I guess you could say that.” I add with a nervous laugh letting the images of the night before flood into my mind.

DDDDIIIIINNNNGGGG DDDDIIIINNNNGGGG

The words saved by the bell have never been truer.

“Got to go Chloe. See you later.” I add quickly with a small wave. I have never been happier to get away from Chloe. Don’t get me wrong she’s a good friend, but she can be really annoying. I walk into class, and who is there sitting right in front of me? Mr. Kent himself. I let out a frustrated sigh and sit next to Lois. As soon as I sit down she whispers into my ear, “If you need anyone to talk to I'm here.” ‘Am I that obvious?’

“Thanks.” I reply truthfully. Our conversation was cut short when Mr. Zangle began his lecture on punctuality to the class. ‘And the day begins’ I think to myself.

I head over to the Torch. I need a break, and my friend Brook was supposed to pick me up and drop me off at the Talon. Thank god I have 3rd period free! I walk in and sit on the red broken in couch that has been used for late night cram sessions. I rest my head back and close my eyes relaxing, but still listening to any possible cars coming to a halt in front of the building. I suddenly jerk up when I hear something tip over. I look up and sigh when I see Clark staring right back at me. “Sorry didn’t mean to wake you.” He asked in an embarrassed voice that I couldn’t help but to find so cute. I’m used to having guys act weird around me. Most of then can be jerks, but Clark’s just……different.

“It’s okay.” I answer back, a light blush slowly appearing on my face. ‘Why am I blushing?’ Here comes the awkward silence. I break the silence. The tension is just driving me insane! “Well, I better get going. Brook’s giving me a ride to the Talon. My car broke down and she has no patience and I don’t want her to leave if I’m not out there.”

As if on cue we both hear an engine roar to life as I see Brook’s little car take off down the road. Remind me to add that to another one of Clark’s bad characteristics: ‘Makes you forget about everything around you if you stare at his eyes.’ Oh who am I kidding I love those eyes. I’m knocked out of my thoughts by Clark giggling. “Spoke to soon.” I hear him say, holding back laughter begging to rupture.

“Not funny.” I try to say seriously and hit him playfully on the chest. I fail miserably in staying serious as I now to begin to giggle.

“Then how come you’re laughing?” He asked in a mock tone

“Because,” I reply still giggling.

“Because why?” He challenges.

“Stop doing that!”

I was getting ready to hit him again, but he caught my hand and just held it. I was in heaven for a minute just starring at his eyes and he is starring right back to me. It’s like he can see everything there is to know about me with just one look. Every time he looks at me its like he makes me open up. That’s what I love about Clark Kent. He can make me feel like me, and make it be okay, when nobody else can.
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Short, i know but i wanted to leave it hanging with something sweet as cheezy as that may sound

[LanasLover16]

awesome update!!!! ppms!!!

[SpeedyKate91]

awsome update!!!
PPMS!!!

[Lana102]

page four is really messed-up...ppms!!!!!!!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

glad u all like it there will be more coming soon keep on posting

[NYC300Z]

wow I can finally post! I couldn't leave comments on the last page for some reason...

PPMS!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

pg 4 got streached out for some reason

ill try to post some more soon if there isnt one by 9 o'clock then look for one tomarrow btw keep postign cuz i have a lot of viewers but no posts and i dont know if they are following the whole story or lost interest

[LanasLover16]

i doubt they lost interest because this is an excellent story!!!! i hope your update is tonight!!!

[IluvCLANA]

we just keep checking in to see if you wrote an update yet. I kow I'm still interested

[Clark&lana4eva]

i felt bad so i made a really and i mean really short update but better than nothing righ?




Chapter 5


The world was frozen right before my eyes. If there is any way possible to stop time, that is it. And then, came the heat wave. Clark slowly let go of my hand and cleared his throat. “I’ll take you.” He says quietly, our faces inches apart. I can’t help the shivers going up my spine. His breath is tickling my lips as our eyes dart around in each other’s looking for some kind of answer. But there’s nothing.

“You sure?” I ask in a whisper.

He clears his throat again as he draws back obviously getting nervous. ‘Damn that’s twice in a row. Is it my breath?’

‘Again I’m talking to myself’

‘Shut up brain. His lips are moving and I can’t hear and its all your fault.’

‘No it’s your fault. It is your head’

“Lana? Lana?”

“Hum, sorry.” I ask embarrassed.

“I have to go to the Talon anyway so I don’t mind. We just need to make a pit stop at my house.”

“Sounds good to me.”

[LanasLover16]

YAY! update!! an awesome one i might add!! ppms!!

[NYC300Z]

yay there going for a ride together. I hope Lana can open up on the way to his house and the Talon! :D PPMS!

[rosewolfe87]

That was awesome!!

My favorite by far!

PPMS!

[Clark&lana4eva]

sorry guys i had the next part all typed and my stupid computer erased it and now i have to redo it look for an update l8ter

[linn]

AWWWW...MAN THAT REALLY SUCS BUT MAYBE IT'LL BE BETTER...BUT GREAT POST .....PPMS!

[sandy]

awesome story. get the next batch of posts 4 us pleez! u r doing great!

[Clark&lana4eva]

i can have an update for you guys now but it will be short or you can wait until 2marrow and get a long one ill let the first people who post decide

[rosewolfe87]

Short one tonight!

[NYC300Z]

which ever you feel is best! Kind of hope it's tongiht!:D

[akuma]

short one tonight please

[Deruvius]

just caught up! awesome work!!!

"pit-stop" eh?;) u sure clark doesnt have something else planed?;) :p :D

update soon!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

ill post the short update in like 10 minutes ill work on the next part

okay here it is im working on the next part i will update later on


Chapter 5 Continued……

The car ride was silent except for our occasional humming to some of the songs on the radio. Finally we reached the Kent Farm. Clark led me up to his room. I’m studying his room spec by spec when he says, “Make your self comfortable. I just have to find this paper and we can go.”

“No hurry.” I say, which is a total lie because I need to get my binder that I left at home before next period, but I can’t help myself. I continue to search his room. I have never been in here before. ‘Lois probably has.’

‘Ugh shut up fro 5 minutes’

‘Well she does sleep in here’

‘Wonder where Clark sleeps?’

‘Now I’m just being paranoid’

‘Are you?’

I shake my head to rid myself of the thoughts and focus on his room. It’s actually really clean and neat for it to belong to a guy. Then again maybe his mom still cleans it? No. Doubtful. Clark is very responsible. There are few posters of astronomy and stuff and a few clothes and plaid boxers on the floor. ‘Even has plaid boxers to match his plaid bed sheets. How original’ I can’t help but smile at that thought. Clark would be nothing without his plaid.

As I continue my search I see a bulletin board full of pictures of Pete, Chloe, Lois and himself and group pictures of when he was little in Boy Scouts, and then a really funny picture of him and Pete when they were little kids with chocolate all over their faces. I smile at how cute he was. As I continue to look through the pictures I noticed a couple of pictures from when we were dating. We were laughing, cuddling, and kissing. I remember Chloe took those pictures one day when we went to Crater Lake. She said that she wanted proof to show to people that we were finally a couple. It was our first official day as a couple.

I couldn’t help but smile at the memory that I had tried to push into the back of my mind that had just now resurfaced. I thought back, letting those memories make me completely happy for a moment, until I realized that that’s all they were. Memories.

[sandy]

Ahhh, thats so sad. update some more pleez!

[linn]

What sandy said!

[Clark&lana4eva]

look for an update in about anh hour or hour in a half

[LanasLover16]

yay!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

this is really short because my sister had to use the computer and i didnt get to type as much as i wanted but the next one will be long cuz u guys all put up with the short one. feedback is appreciated

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Last Part….

I feel something burning inside of me as I continue to flash back to some of the happiest moments of my life. The only way I seemed to find to extinguish that fire, was by a asking a simple, yet complicated question. “What happened?”

He stopped rummaging through his papers and looked at me in the eye. Confusion was evident and at that moment I regretted ever asking that out loud. Seeing that there is no turning back now, I clarify the question. “To us I mean. What happened to us? All you have to do is look at those pictures and in every one of them we have a smile on our faces. Look at how happy we were. Love doesn’t disappear that fast, if you can call a two day relationship love.”

“It was love Lana. It was love since I first saw you.”

“Then why did you break up with me?” I ask stomping my foot.

I study Clark’s expression searching, no, pleading to him to give me an honest answer. But he remained expressionless, searching his thoughts. I can tell he is finally going to be honest. With one deep breath, he lifts his gaze to mine and utters, “Destiny.”

“Destiny.” I repeat with a small laugh. “You know, for a second there I actually thought you were gonna give me a true and honest answer.”

“I am!” I hear him yell

“Then care to expand on how destiny broke us apart? Or better yep why destiny made you break up with me?” I ask raising my voice more than I mean to emphasizing destiny in a sarcastic voice.

He takes in a deep breath calming himself and explains to me something I didn’t see coming. “It’s the same story as always-”

“Which would be what?”

“Can you let me get there?!” He asked me raising his voice slightly again.

“Sorry.”

“It’s okay. As I was saying, it’s the same story as always. The nerd falls in love with the popular girl who is dating in the star quarterback. Girl finally notices guys. They get closer. Guy gets girls, guys screws it up. He finally puts his past behind him only to have it catch up with him when his if finally happy and his unwanted destiny forces him to realize something he should have noticed the moment he took his first breath.”

“And what would that be?” I asked quietly. His story is having such an effect that I want to finally be let into a least half the truth. Half of the reason that he left me.

[linn]

PPMS!!!!!!

[LanasLover16]

Oh c'mon!! Dont leave us like that!!! ppms!!

[akuma]

Looking forward to our promised long update!!

[baldy92]

ppms!!!!!

[kewl]

dang the cliffy!!!!! grrrr..... PPMS!!! u can't leave us hanging like that!!!! this is really getting good!!!!!!

[NYC300Z]

yeah he just beat around the bush the whole time!!

PPMS!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

more soon

[Lana102]

ppms!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

il ltry to get some more in tomarrow

[NYC300Z]

ok plz do!:D

[Clark&lana4eva]

not as long as i would have hoped, but i have a cristaning and a paper on a explorer do soon

That no matter how hard I try, the weight of the world will always be on my shoulders. I will never be able to make you completely happy. I rather let you go to find someone else to love. So you can marry the man of your dreams, and the man you deserve. You can have children as beautiful as you,” he adds touching my face slightly as I lean into his touch and close my eyes, “and so you can have a genuine smile on your face that will light up the world. I haven’t seen a smile like that in a while. Even to this day, I still resent leaving you, but waking up every morning knowing that you’re happy, is enough for me.” He added, sliding his hand away from my face.

“Is it enough Clark? It’s not enough for me. The only way to truly move on is to forget about someone entirely. Did you forget?” I ask in such a whisper that I didn’t even think he heard me until he answered me back.

“Sometimes, no, it’s not enough. But, that’s what you do when you lo- care about someone. You convince yourself it is enough so that you can move on. Lana, you had and will always have a part of my heart. Part of my heart shattered the day I let you go, and I don’t think that it will ever be alive again.”

“Because you won’t let it be Clark!” I added raising my voice again. Thank god his parents aren’t home. “You broke my heart too. You keep saying it was for the best, but was it really? Or is the real reason that you’re scared? And obviously after that explanation of the supposed destiny, which sounds like something from Spiderman, you are obviously having some issues moving on too!” I didn’t want to sound mean, but I had to get something, some reaction out of him and I’m trying to push him to the edge until he cracks. “For once Clark, stop listening to your head. For once, stop thinking of everyone but yourself. For once be selfish and do what you really want to do. For once Clark, listen to your heart.” I added the last part in a soft whisper while taking a hold of his hand, and making him look at me.

As I look into his eyes I can see the inner sea of emotions swarming around him. A mix of pain, confusion, and of loneliness all present. He jerked his hand away from mine, and started to raise his voice again. “I wanted to give us a second chance before you left for Paris, but you shot me down remember. I wanted you back, and you said no.” He was really angry now. “Then you come to my house and ask what happened to us? Don’t play victim Lana.”

“Clark, did you just expect me to take you back on the spot after you left me when we were dating. If you did then, your just naïve. You run away then you expect me to take you back just like that?”

“Well, I’m not the only one who ran away.” We were both fuming now.

“Oh really? Who else ran away?” I ask agitated crossing my arms.

“You did Lana. You ran away because you were the one who was scared. Everyone else might have believed the whole ‘I’m going to Paris to find myself’ but I didn’t. Don’t feed me that crap because I know you better than anyone else.”

“Of course you do. No one else spent their time looking at me through a telescope.”
“That’s because no one else saw the true you. No one else saw the girl who needed saving. The girl who would cry at night. Everyone else only saw the perfect, popular cheerleader. Look at me in the eyes and tell me that I’m not the only one who took the time to get to know the real you.”

I stopped and looked him in the yes as he asked me to. I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing would come out. He was finally opening up to me and all I do is argue back and accuse him of things. I feel tears following out of my eyes. I want to hate him for being right, but I cant. I cant hate the only person who understands me. “I’m sorry.” Is the only thing that comes out of my mouth as I let the tears flow freely now, letting the reality of the situation hit me. “I’m so, so sorry.” I can stop the flow of tears as much as I try to. He opens his arms wide, and out of instinct I run to him and cry into his strong chest, holding him like if I was to let him go, he would disappear.

[asian_power]

Like the story

[linn]

Awwww.....that argument that they had was so good...ppms!

[NYC300Z]

how cute and yes the argument was pretty good for an argument. I hope they kiss and make up now!!:D

[Clark&lana4eva]

glad you like i just got back from a part and have a communion tomarrow and a report due so look for an updat in about 3 or 4 days

[NYC300Z]

3 or 4 days! that's so long!

[SpeedyKate91]

that wa a great update
PPMS!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

i squeezed this in just for u guys, so i better get alot of reviews i might not post for a couple of days, but maybe youll get lucky and ill be able to update. my town has hurricane warnings and i might be inside all day tomarrow anyway heres the next par and remember the more reviews the faster and longer the updates.
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Chapter 6

“Shhh.. it’s okay. Stop crying Lana. I hate it when you cry.” He whispered those simple yet so comforting words into my ears making me relax a little more each time. “I’m sorry I exploded like that on you. It’s just been building up and I haven’t had anyone to share my feelings with for a long time, and I guess I just reached my breaking point.” He admitted softly. I pull away only long enough to look into his sea green eyes, and see the pain, before burring my head back into his sturdy chest.

“You can only hold something in for so long, until it consumes you.” I added in a raspy voice, still clinging to his chest, letting the tears fall one by one. My voice is shaky as I omit to the reason I pulled away. “I was scared.” I look up at his perplexed face and realize that he had no idea what I was talking about. “The reason I pulled away was because I was scared.”

It took all I had to say that one simple statement. Not because it was a lie, or because I brought back memories. No. There is only one reason to my confession. One reason that I let it escaped my lips. The only reason that those words were so difficult and powerful to me was because I let that barrier I built around my heart when I was in Paris, slowly disappear. It was being removed bit by bit, piece by piece. My self confidence and head strong attitude that I had returned with from Paris, is slowly fading. The indecisive country girl is slowly returning, letting felling and emotions out, something that would have never have happened in Paris. And I am scared. I am once again vulnerable.

[rosewolfe87]

awww....

1st!

That was kind of sad. PPMS!

[Clark&lana4eva]

im trying to sqeeze updates in as much as i can ill try again at about 9 pm

[rosewolfe87]

okay, i'm looking forward to it!

[linn]

okay but i'll probally read it tomorrow cause i have two sisters and we fight over the computer who ever goes on first.( but then again theres my father, he cuts in and goes on)...ppms!

[Clark&lana4eva]

ill try to do it sooner than

[linn]

okay

[Clark&lana4eva]

i love you guys so much i make time just for you
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I am pulled out of my thoughts by Clark’s soothing, yet concerned voice. “Scared of what?” I look up to meet his gaze, realization dawning on me.

“Scared of getting hurt again.”

“Lana,” he looked at me, than gave an exasperated sigh, “I didn’t mean to hurt you. That was never my intention. The reason I left that day when I went to Metropolis, was because I didn’t want to hurt the people I loved the most.”

“Clark, you leaving, hurt as all even more.” I felt the warmth leaving my body as he slowly pulled away. Looked me in the eyes, and wiped away the remaining tears. As I continued to sniffle I heard him whisper “I know, and I’ll never leave you again. I’m not going anywhere. I promise.”

“No Clark. Don’t promise me that. The last time you promised me something like that, you left. Let’s not jinx it this time.”

“Hey, enough with the tears okay. You should be really happy right now?”

“Why?” I asked not understanding what he means. Here I am shedding tears, and he’s telling me to be happy? Clark Kent is one confusing guy.

“Because, we missed two periods of school.” He added with a cheerful smile. I look at him as if he had two heads.

“Clark, that’s not good.”

“I know. I was just trying to cheer you up.”

“Well, thanks for that thought. Even though you probably made me more nervous.”

“Sorry.”

“It’s okay. But don’t you need to go to the Talon?”

“Oh yeah, I almost forgot. I have the paper so we can go whenever you’re ready.”

“Trust me, I’ve been ready. What’s the paper anyway?”

“It’s the permission slip for the trip to Miami my mom has to sign.”

“You’re going to that?” I ask a gloom expression worn on my face.

“Yep. What are you kidding? The chance to get out of school to go on what’s supposed to be an “educational” school trip. No parents and no Smallville for a week. Just the beach and the sun. Why aren’t you going?”

“Wanted to, but couldn’t come up with the money.”

“Had the same problem. I was working extra jobs like mowing lawns, and other house chores for people. I have and extra $50 I can lend you. All you need is another $100, and we can both relax on the beach with no worries.”

“Clark, I can’t take that much money from you.”

“Did I not say you could have it?” He added with a persistent grin.

“Yes, but-”

“So that’s not taking. Taking is when you don’t have permission.”

“But Clark, you worked hard for the money.”

I saw him bend over and grab a white envelope and place it in my hands.

“No buts. You have to take the money. What would a class trip be without my best friend?”

That’s when my smile turned into a fake one. That’s when reality hit me. That’s when I realized that all we were, we were just friends. The hurt that statement brought is unexplainable. That’s when I knew, I was falling in love with Clark Kent all over again.

[linn]

awww..... why did he have to say the F word...ppms!

[kewl]

friends??? c'mon clarkie.... hope they get together soon!!!!
great update!

[NYC300Z]

yeah for realz he should know there more than friends! lol

PPMS!

[Clark&lana4eva]

we didnt have school because of a hurricane warning so i made the next part ill post it in a little while

[cufcchic]

hey guys im new here and i wanted to say hey! ppms! this is a good fic! but i cant believe clark doesn't see that lana likes him!

[Clark&lana4eva]

welcome ill update soon just 4 u

[linn]

yes welcome

[baldy92]

good fic ppms!

[Clark&lana4eva]

“Right.” I added perking my face up. I at least have to pretend I wasn’t affected by his statement.

The car ride was silent. I was deep in thought glancing out the window, once in a while looking at Clark to see his expression. He was also in deep thought. Then as I was turning around to stargaze at the corn fields passing by again, I felt the car pull over, and come to a complete halt.

“Okay, I can’t take this any more.”

“Take what Clark?”

“The whole avoidance thing, did I do or say anything wrong?”

“No Clark you didn’t.” I add with a sincere smile. “Why would you think that you did?”

I saw his shoulders rise as he took a deep breath, and shake his head slightly. “I don’t know, I guess it’s because ever since we left the barn you have been really quiet, and barley looking at me.”

“I’m sorry you felt it was your fault.” I smiled slightly at him to let him know it was alright, even though I wish it was truly okay. But the truth is that it isn’t.

I see him smile at me slightly, hopefully he is convinced. He puts the car into drive, and soon enough, we’re at the Talon. I keep my façade on as we enter the Talon. As soon as I see Mrs. Kent at the counter looking friendly and waving at us to come join, I feel myself stop pretending. Martha Kent has always been like a mother to me. Ever since my parents dies, she was the only one who I felt really close to.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my aunt Nell very much, but I couldn’t get past seeing her as my aunt. With Mrs. Kent, I could look up to her. Her warm smile was enough to make the problems disappear for a little while. She was everything I thought the perfect mother should be like. And best of all, she treated me with respect, and was never afraid to correct me, or lecture me. She showed genuine concern, and she never once looked at me any differently. She was my mother.

“Clark, its about time you got here. Where have you been? You didn’t get into trouble did you?” her concerned yet stern voice was soothing. She wore an angry expression, until Clark kissed her cheek. Clark had her wrapped around his finger. She was his Achilles heel. Mrs. Kent would always blame it on the Kent charm, and as much as I don’t want to, I would have to agree.

“No mom we’re both fine. There were just some set backs.” He added whispering the last part and looking to me. I looked back at him, and then looked to the floor.

“Anyway…” Mrs. Kent broke the awkward silence, obviously realizing our discomfort. “Clark do you and Lana have the papers I need to sign?”

I looked up stunned. “Me? You’re signing my slip too?” I asked with a glint of happiness in my eyes. They were filling with tears. ‘God, I really am having an emotional day today’

“Yes dear. That paper has to be signed by a parent or guardian, and I am your guardian according to the school. Since Nell moved away, all of the school responsibility has been under my care. Truth is Lana, you were always like the daughter I never had.”

I started to shed tears, and mutter a thank you, and hugged her so much. “Mom, you made her cry again.” Clark added with an exasperated sigh.

I playfully hit him in the chest and continued to sniffle. I handed her that paper, and she signed both our slips, and even wrote us a note saying I wasn’t feeling to well and that Clark helped me home and looked after me. School was over by now, but we still had to hand in the slips, we were leaving the in two days for MIAMI! This was going to rock. As we were leaving, Mrs. Kent called after Clark.

“Yeah Mom?”

“Honey you need to work here tomorrow. The girls called in sick, and I was hoping maybe you could help out and lock up. I have to take your father to the doctor for a check up in metropolis. Lana, I was wondering if you could help him out. Since you have experience wit handling the place?”

How could I say no to this wonderful woman? “Of course, you don’t even have to ask.”

“Thank you so much. Okay, when you lock up, clean everything inside out got it Clark?”

“Yep.”

“Good, and by the way, don’t eat pizza for two days, and no parties.” She said in a stern voice. I couldn’t help but let out a laugh.

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Good and you guys need to get to school.”

[akuma]

Great update, but when is Clark gonna admit he loves her too??

[rosewolfe87]

Great update! PPMS!

[Clark&lana4eva]

if things were to be dandy this soon, the fic wouldnt last long, but dont worry i promise some clana action soon

[linn]

Good update...ppms!!

[kewl]

super great update!!! i wish that clark would just admit that he still loves lana *sighs* :D PPMS!!!! can't wait for MIAMI!!
oh and welcome aboard the clana ship cufcchic ;)

[NYC300Z]

Yes when is Clark going to let his feeling be known? Hopefully soon!

PPMS!

[Clark&lana4eva]

im typing more should be up l8ter

[baldy92]

wheres the update? ppms!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

i had some set back and i wont be able to update for a couple of days

[akuma]

ARGH, fine fine, still looking forward to the update!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

squeezed this into the 5 min break i had so its short and choppy until schedule dies down ill try to post but theyll be really short
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Chapter 7

We walked into the Talon laughing at the memory of Clark’s last party. When we walked into the Torch, we turned a couple of heads our way. Once we entered, the laughter died down, and Clark asked, “Hey Pete, where have you been?”

“Remember I was taking a break off from school and going to visit my mom in Wichita?”

“Sorry I forgot.”

“Well I’m glad to see you missed me that much.”

We all added a little chuckle. The Torch was filled with Clark, Chloe, Pete, and me each escaping the real world together for a moment. We do that often. When something is upsetting any us, we kind of always find our way here, and sure enough, someone else comes to help make the day more bearable.

My moment of reminiscence was broken when I heard Clark ask the group, “All of you guys going on the trip to Miami?”

Every one gave a nod of acknowledgement, or ‘yeah’ as a response except Pete. “Are you kidding? I get to look at girls on the beach in bikinis all day instead of being in school! Of course I’m going.”

Everyone began to laugh again. Leave it to Pete to make everyone laugh. He could be so serious one minute, and a goof-ball the next. After we made small talk, and shared some laughs, we all headed home to our corresponding families, all except me.

[NYC300Z]

nice update! PPMS!

[kewl]

PPMS!!!! :D

[Clark&lana4eva]

I got grounded from the computer so i dont know when ill be able to post cuz my moms taking away the internet but ill keep typing it up on word and then give u a long update for when i come back

[akuma]

Originally posted by Clark&lana4eva
I got grounded from the computer so i dont know when ill be able to post cuz my moms taking away the internet but ill keep typing it up on word and then give u a long update for when i come back

THAT SUCKS BIG TIME:mad:!!! Cant wait till u come back to us!!

[binkys711]

I am soooo loving this story! it's so sad what Lana feels! stupid Clark just had to say the "friends" word! grrr....and Martha is so sweet! hehe Clark didn't even notice Pete had left!:lol: poor guy, he's always forgotten! great job on the story! PPMS!!! can't wait for that majorly long update! sorry to hear your mom is taking you away from us:(...we hope to see ya soon!;)

[Clark&lana4eva]

good news she gave me an hour because i told her i needed to do researc so i have little update i put together here it is
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There weren’t many customers throughout the day so we mostly talked. When it was time to lock up I was tired and glad I could relax for a minute. We sat down on the little red couch, and in the back of my messed up mind I heard Clark asked me if I was all packed. “Yep,” I responded. “I can’t thank you enough for lending me the money.”

“Don’t mention it.”

“You all packed?” I asked him, as I watched him slowly, rest his head back against the couch and close his eyes slightly.

“Yes.”

“Clark, can I ask you a question?”

“Sure.” He answers turning to look at me opening his eyes. I lose all train of thought as I look straight back into his eyes. I’ve never felt more at home and at peace with myself than I do at this moment.

`Why is he so stupid? Does he not pick up any sings? For a smart boy, he can be so stupid some times`

‘You’re talking to yourself again’

`Ugh I know maybe I belong in a nut house`

`You must. No one talks to themselves this much’

‘You’re supposed to be telling me things like `No Lana you not crazy` and things like that’

`Why would I say that? You’re arguing with yourself, you do belong in a cook home’

“Lana, what’s your question?”

I’m snapped out of my mental argument as I see Clark’s hand waving in front of me. “Oh sorry,” I answer embarrassed. “I was just curious to know why you don’t date anyone. You get asked out all the time, hit on in the hallways, and even groped. So why is it that no one can crack Clark Kent’s shell?”

“It’s simple really. I’m in love with somebody else.”

“Oh.” I reply simply. “How come you’re so tired?”

“Packing all last night.”

I continued to watch him as he slowly fell asleep. I saw his angelic features seem more relaxed as his shoulders slowly rose up and down to match the beating of his heart. I cleaned up the Talon, and sat next to him. I watched him peacefully as the weight of the world was off his shoulders for a moment.

`You’re starting to act like a stalker`

`Am not`

`Yes you are`

I heard him stir, and abruptly turned towards him. I rest my head back against the couch quietly watching him until I too, fell into a deep slumber.

[linn]

awwwwwwwwwwwww......PPMS!

[LanasLover16]

I love it!!! PPMS!!!!

[cufcchic]

brillant! ppms!!!!!!!!

[SpeedyKate91]

great!! PPMS!!

[NYC300Z]

very nice! Clark needs to hurry up and open to Lana!

[akuma]

Aww come on Lana, who do u think he means when he says he loves someone else!!

[sandy]

awesome update, soo sweet! ppms!!

[cufcchic]

PPMS! i hope lana relizes that he loves HER soon!

[binkys711]

awww.....so cute! and it's hilarious the way Lana mentally argues with herself!:rotfl: I like it! PPMS!!!:D

[kewl]

that was such a cute update! PPMS!!! lana is so funny :D

that was such a cute update! PPMS!!! lana is so funny :D

[Clark&lana4eva]

Heres a short update but its the only internet time i have so i decided to post
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I saw the golden rays of the sun poke through the door. I thought I was asleep for a long time but I’m guessing it’s still the afternoon. Today is one of those days that I wish there was no sun to wake me up from my peaceful sleep. I haven’t slept that well in days. There is a loud hammering noise across the street, and I feel someone pull at me closer and lay there head on me as I tense. ‘oh god what did I do?’ I start panicking in my mind as not to wake him up for reasons that I am to scared to mention.

‘I have all of my clothes on which is good.’

I slowly turn around to see the face of none other than Clark Kent. I let out a sigh of relief escape my lips, and feel the corners of my lips begin to curve upward into a small smile. It feels so good to have those arms around me again. I have never felt safer than when I have his strong, muscular arms around me. Clark was, and always will be my stalwart.

I lay my head in the crook of his neck, which in my mind was made for me. I close my eyes and smile as I once again drift off into a sleep. About 15 minutes into my regained sleep, I hear the bell above the Talon ring, but decide to dismiss it. This moment is way too good to be interrupted. I hear whispers but can’t make out what their saying. By the sounds of their voices I think its Pete and Chloe.
“Aw, aren’t they so cute?” Chloe whispered.

“Yeah adorable,” Pete added. “RISE AND SHINE!!”

Clark’s eyes flittered open, while I took my time to wake up. “What are you guys doing here?” Clark asked groggily.

“Clark what’s going on?” I pondered still sleepy and unaware of the events that I had heard before. I was to caught up waking myself to remember that I heard voices, and the doors opening. Oh yeah. Finally awake enough to bring me back to my senses. “How did you guys get in here?” I managed to ask in between yawns, looking at both Pete and Chloe.

“You guys must have been so busy and tired last night that you forgot to lock up.” Chloe looked directly at me, nudging her head forward towards me as if asking for details. All I did was shoot her a look that said ‘Shut Up’

“Why are you here this early?” Clark asked Pete.

Pete let out an exasperated sigh. “It’s not early. Its noon and we have to get going to the airport for the trip soon. We have to get to school, and do the whole attendance thing, and then the bus is taking us to Metropolis Airport. Go get your things.”

I felt Clark’s chest rise behind me, and that’s when I realized that he was still holding me. I began to get that dreamy look in my eyes again. I’ve been having that look in my eyes a lot lately.

[akuma]

Aww how sweet, PPMS!!

[sandy]

yea, can't wait 2 c what happens next! post some more.

[lanaland]

OMG!!!PPMS!!!

[cufcchic]

LOVE IT! PPMASAP!

[NYC300Z]

yes terrific update! So cute! I hope Clark tells her what's up during their trip!

PPMS!

[binkys711]

how sweet! I love it!!!! PPMS!!!:D:D:D

[pacifichic]

Please post soon!

[linn]

awww...so sweet can't wait for more.....ppms!

[SpeedyKate91]

that was great
PPMS!!!

[kewl]

so sweet!!! PPMS!!! :D

[baldy92]

PPMS!

[Clark&lana4eva]

look 4 an update 2night

[cufcchic]

YAAAYYY!

[sandy]

sweet, can't wait!

[Clark&lana4eva]

here it is i hope it was worth the long wait
~*~*~*~
The boys exited the Talon, and that’s when the journalist jumped in. “Spill it Lang. What happened?”

“Nothing Chloe, we were just tired and we fell asleep.”

“Tired from what?” Chloe asked while raising her eyebrows.

“Chloe!” I screamed while smacking her in the arm with the cleaning cloth that I fell asleep with. “We were tired from packing and we sat down and just kind of fell asleep.” I explained.

“Then how come you two were all cuddled up when me and Pete walked in?”

“We must have shifted in our sleep.”

“Sure…”

“Let it go Chloe.”

“I’ll let it go if you answer something first.”

“Shoot.” I replied and shot her a smile.

“Did you fall in love with our farm by again?”

“Why would you say that?” I ask her with a fake laugh and small smile.

“Because every time he’s around you smile so wide and you eye glaze over. That brought me to the conclusion that you have some leftover feelings for Mr. Kent.”

“Okay, maybe I do.”

“Ha, I knew it. This is a change though isn’t it?”

“How do you me?” I ask perplexed.

“For once you’re the one doing the lusting and chasing.”

I just simply laughed at her. “Oh and Chloe, don’t ever call him Mr. Kent. It makes me think of his dad.”

“Ah, point taken. Not much of a turn on is it?”

“No!” I immediately say as we both begin to laugh.

“Lana, on a more serious note, I just want you to be careful okay. We have both been around him enough to know that when he screws something up, he will always leave a scar, no matter how much time passes.”

“I know, but this time I’m not gonna give up. If he decides to run away again, I’m not gonna stop him no matter how much it will hurt. But I won’t let him run away without an explanation, not again.”
“Just remember that the day things don’t go as expected.”

“I will.” I reply with a deep intake of breath.

Just then the boys walked into the Talon. “We’re all ready to go when you guys are.” Clark said.

“We’re all set.” I responded shooting Chloe a glance as if to say ‘We’ll finish this later’

“Before we go, Chloe and I have something that we would like to tell the both of you.” Pete remarked while grabbing Chloe’s hand. Clark and I just looked at each other eyebrows raised. “We are officially a couple.” Chloe squealed as I ran over and enveloped her into an enormous embrace.

“Congrats Chlo.” I said with sincerely as I hugged my best friend.

“Thanks, maybe you’ll have some of the same luck.”

After Pete and Clark finished talking, we each grabbed our bags and headed to the car. We used Pete’s car to take the luggage and I drove Chloe and myself to school, while the boys went in the truck.

“So Chloe, how did you and Pete finally get together?” I asked her trying to make small talk.

Chloe chuckled at the memory of it. “Actually, he came by to pick me up, and he just….kissed me.”

“He kissed you, just like that out of the blue?”

“Yeah, I even asked him if he was bitten by another one of those parasites again.” She giggled once again before continuing more serious this time. “He told me that he was tired of hiding his feelings. He told me that he wanted to see my reaction so he knew weather or not I was worth lusting over for the rest of his life.”

“Sounds like I should take a page out of his book.” I murmured silently, but not softly enough because Chloe had heard me.

“You know Lana, if you really do love Clark, than go for it. God knows he has been trying to win you over long enough.”

“But that’s the thing. One minute I know I’m in love with him, then the next, I’m all confused. It’s just that I’ve been hurt and abandoned so many times in my life, I’m afraid to open my heart up again, especially to someone who has stepped on it more than once. I guess that’s why I was acting like a total ***** when I came back from Paris. It was kind of my defense mechanism. I built up this wall that I’m not sure I can tear down.”

“Lana, I hate to tell you this, but between you and Clark, things will never be simple. I’m not saying you two shouldn’t give it another go, because everyone knows that you two will always have some history between you that will bond you together for life. Everyone does. When you get older you will have memories, both good and bad ones that will be shared with Clark. The thing is, do you want to look back one day and be proud of were life led you, or are you going to look back and be filled with regret?”

“So what do you think I should do?” I asked taking a quick glance at her. I was so confused; I just need the advice of the only girl friend I have left.

“I want to give a straight answer, but I can’t Lana. Nobody can accept you. The only thing I can tell you, is that until you figure out want you want for sure; don’t play with Clark’s feelings or yours. Clark’s been through a lot, things that no one in this world will have to experience ever. He carries the weight of the world on his shoulders and has been lusting after you since he was five years old. Don’t give him hope just to take it away. God knows that the world needs more people like him. You and I both know that Clark will be there for us no matter what happens.”

I sat in the car in silence until we reached the school just pondering Chloe’s words over and over again in my head. I knew she was right. The only reason I grew softer was because Clark Kent had come back into my life. The wall I built around my heart when I came back from Paris can only be brought down by Clark. I knew that from the moment I built it, or from the time I first started dating a guy I met in Paris. His name was Jason. He was so easy. He was open, honest, good looking, and was always there for me. But every time I saw him I only saw Clark. Jason was good to me, perhaps to good. The day I broke up with him I told him that I couldn’t stay in a relationship ship with him because every time I looked at Jason, I always saw Clark and his sincere eyes and smile. Every night I would dream of that day at the airport were I tried to put my past behind me and start out fresh, only to have it catch up to me in my dreams. Clark was both my gift and my curse. He was the one thing that kept me noble, and the one thing that would haunt me for the rest of my years.

I sighed as I got out of the car and headed towards the auditorium filled with all the other students anxiously waiting for the bus to arrive. I saw Pete, Clark and Chloe waving me to come join them. I walked over to them and they each starred at me with concern.

“Lana, are you okay?” Pete asked me.

“Yeah, I’m fine Pete.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?” Clark asked me while holding onto my shoulder with his one hand.

“I’m fine Clark.” He looked down at his hand on my shoulder and removed it followed by a blush. It’s amazing how easy it is for Clark to blush. We stared into each others eyed until the principle caused a screech from the microphone causing everyone to look his way.

“Will all students please get in a single file line in front of the school buses at this time.”

The four of us got into a group so that we could sit together on the rise to the airport, and once we got there, we could facture our luggage as the same time in order to sit next or a least sit close to each other. Once we were all settled in the bus I sat next to Clark because Pete and Chloe wanted some privacy, so they say. I’ pretty sure Chloe told Pete because Clark had the same blank expression that I did on our faces and Chloe and Pete just smirked. We sighed and took seats next to each other. This was gonna be an uncomfortable 3 hours.

“This is uncomfortable.” I hear Clark complain.

“I know. You think Pete and Chloe could just leave our personal issues to ourselves for once.” I remarked while looking at Clark.

“Actually, I meant that the seats are uncomfortable, but that too.” He chuckled.
I turned my head against the window and blushed. I kept starring out the window just watching the rows of cornfields start disappearing and being replaced by more and more cars. I kept reflecting on how much my life changed, how much I changed, and sighed.

“It’s never easy is it?” I asked Clark. He seemed a little thrown off by my question seeing as how I haven’t been talking to him for about an hour now. It’s amazing at how shut off I was and he still wants to help me with my debate.

“What is never easy?” Clark asked me raising his eyebrows,

“Life.” I answered back. I watched Clark in silence as he seemed to search for an answer to my question. After a few seconds I heard him answer.

“I don’t think it’s supposed to be.”

“Why? It would make everything a whole hell of a lot simpler.”

“Because, think about it. If it was easy there would be nothing to live for, nothing to challenge you. People would just get bored and there would be no point. Everything would be perfect and you wouldn’t have to work for anything. You would just sit at home all day doing nothing watching your life pass you by. Think about it. No one would have respect for anything because they didn’t value it. Do you remember a time when you really had to work for something?”
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“Yeah,” I responded, “Lots of times. I remember the first time that my mom and dad tried to teach me how to make a sand castle.” I stopped and pictured that day as if it were yesterday. “I would always fill the bucket with sand and water just as my parents taught me to, and when I turned it over, all the sand would just fall back out. I remember I used to get so mad I would run up to my dad and tell him to yell at whoever made the sand because they made it wrong.” I paused as both Clark and I started laughing. “Then my dad taught me a trick and I made my first sandcastle.”

“And how did you feel afterwards?” Clark asked me.

“I felt so proud of myself, I felt like I could rule the world.” My chuckles died down as I remembered my parents and feeling so safe with them.

“See, if everything was easy no one would ever feel like they could rule the world. No one would feel pride. All they would fee is resentment.”

“You’re right. It’s that some times I dream of being in a world where there were no problems.”

“Lana we all do that. But that’s what keeps the world spinning. Dreams and reality. If people weren’t to dream, the world would be doomed a long time ago.”

I let a tear trickle down my cheek. Clark saw my tear and cupped my face in his big hand and wiped my tears with the other. “Lana what’s wrong?” He asked me as I continued to sob.

“I miss then so much. I try not to think of them because then I can’t feel pain. Every time I think of them it hurts that much more.” I was sobbing heavily now. He pulled me into an embrace and rested his chin on the top of my head and whispered sweet nothings yet every thing into my ear as he ran his hands over the back of my hair in a comforting manner.

“I can’t tell you I know what you’re going through because I don’t. I lost my parents at such a young age I never met them to know what its like to lose someone of that importance in my life. What I can tell you is to not push their memories away, because they are the ones that will lead you on a good path in life. If you remember the good times, than the time they spent with you wouldn’t be a total waste. Even though you spent little time with them you learned a lot, and some of the most important parts of your life happened with them. If you erase your parents, you erase three important years.” He looked down to the floor and I could see guilt in his eyes.

As my sobs subsided I asked him, “Don’t look so guilty Clark it’s not your fault their gone. Don’t you ever miss you parents? Your birth parents I mean?”

“You can’t miss what you never had. That’s why you can’t ignore your memories. I would give anything to have those memories that you want to give away.”

“I can’t believe I got so lucky as to have a friend like you.”

“All you have to do is say my name and ill be there in a second.”

I pecked his cheek much like I did that day at the football stands. “Thank you for coming into my life. I cant believe that I was luck enough to have my own guardian angel sent to me, even if I didn’t realize it soon enough.”

He let go of me with one final kiss on my forehead which I leaned into and closed my eyes. As he pulled away I let my eyes flutter open in time to see him holding a deck of cards and him say, “GO FISH?”

~*~*~*
look 4 an update in a couple of days

[cufcchic]

.................speachless! .......AWESOME UPDATE! u are a really talented writer! i LOVED IT! that bus scene was sooooo sad! PPMASAP!

[linn]

What cufcchic sadi....PPMS!!

[sandy]

awesome, and yes, it was worth the wait! just don't leave us in the dark that long again please! ppms

[NYC300Z]

cool :cool: I hope one of them opens up soon!

PPMS!

[smaville67]

Silent Clana reader here. Great Story, I just caught up. Can't wait for more PPMS.

[goldylocks_k]

aaw that was so sweet!

[binkys711]

WOAH! dude! that update was so beautiful, so heartfelt, everything Clark and Chloe told Lana was very true and so right, you wrote it wonderfully! That was an amazing update! PPMS!!!

[baldy92]

awesome update ppms!

[kewl]

awesome!!!! PPMS!!!!

[baldy92]

Its been more than a couple of days since your last update. PPMS :D

[kewl]

ummm, PPMS!? :D

[Clark&lana4eva]

i have 3 computers and the one i was writting my fic on crashed like last week and its getting fixed but when i get it back ill finish writting it then post hopfully when i get it back ill be able to update daily

[midnite_spark]

sorry to hear bout ur crash....

can't wait til u can update again! can't wait til hear more of the important Clana parts of the story....like who wins at Go Fish! :p

[kewl]

sorry to hear bout that....hope ur pc will be fixed soon, so we can get an update :D

[akuma]

So how goes the fixing of the computer, can we expect an update any time soon?

[Clark&lana4eva]

ill try to post this week i got my computer back but everything was deleted and i have to re install everything and re type the update i had :ugghh: so ill try to get it up soon

meanwhile i got some clana poems going check them out

[kewl]

next time, why don't u make a partition on your hard drive, drive c & d. ur drive d is ur back up drive, so that if u have to reformat ur computer again, only those files in drive c will be deleted, but all files in drive d stay in-tack...... ;)
anyway, hope we get an update the soonest!!! :D

[NYC300Z]

:lol: Kewl yeah a lot of work though i guess

Hope you get it up soon!

[Clark&lana4eva]

update 2day i promise!!!!

[maroon09854]

woo hoo cant wait

[Clark&lana4eva]

here it is and sorry its not longer but i just wanted to get an update up
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After we grew board of playing all the card games we could think of, which I beat him at by the way, we finally got to the airport and got our baggage checked out and finally, got our seats. I looked at my seat number, “16A” I called out.

“17A” Clark called out.

“I got 21 what do you have Chloe?” Pete asked

“I have 22 so we’ll be right next to each other.” She added and Pete looked at her with a goofy grin,

“So Clark I guess you’re stuck with me.” I stopped walking and looked at him

“I think I’ll live.” He told me walking in the aisle towards our seats and winked at me.

‘Is he flirting?’

‘No he’s carrying both your bags and his so he’s twitching because of the weight’

‘Oh’

‘HE IS FLIRTING YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!’

‘No need to get all mad about it’

‘You talk to yourself and you’re and idiot how can I not be mad’

‘Just shut up already’

“LANA!!” I jumped out of my daze and looked at Clark who was looking at me kind of funny.

“Huh, sorry.” I said embarrassed.

“It’s okay do you want the aisle seat or window?”

“Window if that’s okay with you.”

“Yeah it’s fine so go on in.”

“Thanks.”

We both got board easily since we had already played every game we could think of.

“Hey Clark, what are Chloe and Pete doing?”

He turned his head around and laughed.

“What?” I asked seeing his huge smile

“There a little tongue tied at the moment.”

I looked at him perplexed until I saw his smirk.

“Ohhh,” I too, started to laugh.

“Well since we have nothing to do, I’m gonna sleep.”

I gave a small smile and let out a half a snort and half a laugh and looked at him.

“What?” He asked me smiling.

“Is that all you do? Eat and sleep?”

“No but what else do you want me to do?”

“Nothing just go back to sleep.”

“No I’m-”

He was cut off by the principal

“Sorry to interrupt you Mr. Kent but I’m just letting you know, we should be landing in about two hours and you have this day for yourself but curfew is at ten.” With that, he left.

“I think we all know what Mr. Kent is going to do.” I added and turned towards the window with a click of my tongue.

“Oh yeah and what’s that?”

“Sleep.” I added with a smirk.

“I do other things you know.”

“Actually you don’t. You’re to shy to do anything.”

“Oh yeah like what?” He said in a challenging voice.

“Ill make you a deal,” I told him as he rose his eyebrows, “if you go to the beach when we land along with me Chloe and Pete , and show some skin, Ill do anything you want me to.”

“You’re on Lana. But the same for you you’ve got to show some skin too, because you’re just as shy as I am.”

We shook hands and simultaneously said, “Deal.”

I had no idea what I was getting myself into.

[akuma]

1st again, two in a row, off to read!

Hehe, lana showing some skin, that would be nice:D since she barely ever does, argh!! cant wait for more!

[maroon09854]

omg that was hilarious cant wait 4 more PPMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

im gonna tryupdate daily

[sandy]

yes, please do! really good so far, so ppms!

[Clark&lana4eva]

sandy, when r u gonna update urs?

[sandy]

umm...lets see, i think i'll be able to do it tomorrow...if not, then Monday.

[NYC300Z]

:lol: Lana talking to herself! Very funny! Oh I hope they realize they both like eachother soon!!

PPMS!

[Clark&lana4eva]

im thinking about not updating 2day and making u suffer 4 a cuople of days before we get 2 Miami

[cody111]

update soon

[sandy]

uh, ur mean! making us suffer like that! lol
ppms!

[LanasLover16]

PLEASE post today!! i love your story!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

okay here we go this is all clana
**************
“Finally!!” I exclaimed opening up my arms and exhaling deeply as we exited the plane.

Clark just stared and laughed at me.

“What are you laughing at?” I said as I walked forward and looked over my shoulder.

Since the bell boys were taking our luggage he could freely jog up to me, which he did.

“Nothing, it’s just that you look so free and relaxed.”

“Why, I’m not normally relaxed?”

“Well not much since you came back from Paris.” He said as I stopped to look at him.

“Not true,” I defended myself, “I have been relaxed.”

“Okay, say you have been relaxed, you still haven’t smiled like that for a while.”

“Well,” I said shrugging my shoulders, “It’s not everyday you get to get away from Smallville and be in the warm Miami.”

“You went to Paris, and still came back to Smallville, what makes this time any different?” He continued to argue.

“Yeah, I did but it doesn’t matter where you go if you can’t enjoy yourself.”

“So what held you back?”

I thought about telling him the truth, I really did but I just couldn’t. You can’t tell someone something if you refuse to believe the truth yourself. I stopped walking and looked into his eyes as he looked back into mine. We continued to stare at each other. He was urging me to give him an answer with his eyes. I took in the sensation of having his eyes look into mine, and then, I walked off.

He stayed still, looking after me as I continued to walk. I stopped and looked back, as he looked at me with his head tilted to the side. “So are you coming or not?” I yelled after him.

“Yeah!” He yelled back as he sprinted up to where I was. Once he caught up to me, he didn’t ask me any more question. The silence was becoming too much for me to handle, so I tried to lighten up the mood. I ran ahead of him and while running yelled, “Last one to the check-in counter has to strip first.”

I looked over my shoulder and saw his eyes widen before he sprinted after me.

“Hey that’s not fair Lana. You got a head start.”

We laughed all the way to the counter with Clark chasing me and grabbing at my hips pulling me back so he could go in front. I stopped running.

“Clark, that’s cheating.” I said out of breath

“Now were even, and if you don’t start running, you’re gonna loose.”

I darted after him in seconds.

Meanwhile….

Chloe and Pete walked hand in hand looking at the two “friends” chasing each other and laughing. They shook their heads, and Pete spoke up, “Look at them. There never happier than they are with each other.”

“So what’s holding them back?” Chloe asked looking into the distance at the two racing each other.

“Secrecy, fear, and insecurities.” Pete answered looking down and kissing Chloe on the top of her head as she snaked an arm around his waist.

“It’s a shame though. I mean, look at them Pete. Everyone knows they love each other, it’s just time that they found out.”

“Chloe we can try as hard as we want to, but in the end the ones who decide who they want in life is them and no one else. They’ve been through so much pain together, I hope some alone time and relaxation on this trip, will show them the light.”

“Me too Pete, me too.”

[LanasLover16]

awesome update!!!! I love it even more now!!!

[cufcchic]

cool update! i know what is holding them back?!! they should so be together! ppmasap!

[Clark&lana4eva]

im typing up the mext update and ill post 2marrow updates are slacking cuz i have already posted everything ive written so i have to make them up as i write like the chapter i just posted i made it up on the spot

[sandy]

REALLY good update! hope the next one's Clana-full too!

[Clark&lana4eva]

Sandy uve got2 update ur fic 2 it driving me nuts not knowing how clark will handle all the kids and what they will sat 2 him and lana kids are so funny and honest

[cufcchic]

i know right? ppmasap both of you!

[Clark&lana4eva]

ill update 2marrow i just finished typing it

[midnite_spark]

i absolutely love this story!

haha its got me wondering if i argue with my brain like lana does...

[NYC300Z]

yeah I hope they realize it soon!

PPMS!

[kewl]

awesome update!!!
i'm with nyc, hope both of them realize the soonest, that they need each other!!!
PPMS!

[Clark&lana4eva]

ill post soon

[LanasLover16]

Yay!

[Clark&lana4eva]

me and sandy made a deal when she does her update ill update i typed mine already so ill post when she has hers done so im waighting on her

[sandy]

umm, I'm a her! but yeah, I'm postin mine soon!:D

[Clark&lana4eva]

sorry habit

u know like 'em teh slang and its kinda typed like him so yeah sorry

[akuma]

Ok Sandy posted her bit, lets go now, u r supposed to POST!!!:p

[cufcchic]

i know! PPMASAP!

[Clark&lana4eva]

okay here we go
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Chapter????

We finally reached the counter.

“Ha Clark, even with you cheating I still beat you.” I panted out of breath.

“That’s just because I let you win.” He stated also out breath.

“Sure,” I said skeptically, “it’s amazing how you go from one place to another so quickly and you can’t even beat me, a girl, to a hotel counter.”

“that’s an insult to you, you know.”

“Not as much as it is to you.” I said with a smirk.

“Good point. But I did just let you win because Dad always says to have manners when around women.”

“Oh yeah, what did he say?”

Clark lowered his voice and made it deep to sound like his dad and spoke. “Rule number one son, when possible, make women think themselves superior or else you’ll never hear the end of it.”

We looked at each other and burst into laughter. “You’re too cute.” I said as I playfully hit Clark on his bicep.

‘Did I just say that out loud!?’

‘Yep, once again you prove yourself to be an idiot.’

‘You know, you are technically me, so my stupidity is your stupidity’

‘Yes, true but every person has the smart side of the brain that is used to think and the dumb side which just lets everything spill. When you’re with Clark, you use the dumb side and you don’t think.’

“You’re cute too.” I heard Clark say in a high pitched voice trying to match my voice.

“Okay, don’t let it get to you. God, men and their egos.” I said whilst sighing, “Besides I don’t sound like that now let’s go get Chloe and Pete so we can each get our rooms. You are rooming with Pete aren’t you?”

“Yep, you and Chloe?”

“Yep.”

“Good now let’s find them so we can get to the good part of the bet, which I say is done on the beach.”

“Well no duh Clark, where else were we gonna strip?”

“I have a few places in mind.” Clark said while raising his eyebrows and smiling widely.

I raised my eyebrows in shock and yelled his name breaking him out of his dream state. I once again hit him in the chest just as Chloe and Pete were walking in.

“What?! You can’t blame a guy for dreaming.”

“About that stuff, you can.” I said trying to hold back my laughter.

“Can’t dream about what?” Pete asked as him and Chloe walked through the doors.

We looked at each other. I had this annoyed expression on my face, while he wore a cocky one.

“Nothing.” We replied in unison.

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sorry i was eating dinner tahts y i didnt post when sandy did

[akuma]

Off to read....

That was great, r Clark and Lana starting to open up more? i sure hope so, we need some Clana action:D cant wait for the next update!

[Clark&lana4eva]

next chapter should be the stripping scene

[cufcchic]

lol, that was great! i loved the fact that they both opened up! ppmasap!

[akuma]

Will Lana be stripping as well? She best be stripping:D:D and when do u think it will be posted?

[cufcchic]

Originally posted by Clark&lana4eva
next chapter should be the stripping scene

when are you gonna post the next chapter?!

[sandy]

strippin? I'll be the 1st to read it!:D it's been nice doin business with u!;) update soon!

[Clark&lana4eva]

same Sandy we should do it again we would have updates very 5 min ur fic rox; i try to post daily but i dont think ill be able to do it 2marrow cuz i have to get home form school around 3:00 and baby sit at 3:15 till 8 so ill try to type it 2day and post 2marrow as soon as i get back from school i hate being 13 lol

meanwhile i have poems up that a lot of u have read and im gonna post more of them soon

[cufcchic]

Originally posted by Clark&lana4eva
same Sandy we should do it again we would have updates very 5 min ur fic rox; i try to post daily but i dont think ill be able to do it 2marrow cuz i have to get home form school around 3:00 and baby sit at 3:15 till 8 so ill try to type it 2day and post 2marrow as soon as i get back from school i hate being 13 lol

meanwhile i have poems up that a lot of u have read and im gonna post more of them soon

im 13 too! i hate it......school, work, school, smallville, more work............work never ends. 13 is my unlucky number

[akuma]

Gosh i feel old, im 18, but im less concerned with school then yall.:D im a senior so i have senioritis, hehe, less and less hw seems to be getting done, lol

[Clark&lana4eva]

i would give anything 2 b 18 13 is my unlucky number 2 our school is hardcore though we r like one of the top schools in the county cuz of all the hw projects and contests we have

so this (writting) and u guys is like my sanctuary writting and poetry is where i can pretty much run away 2 to relieve stress as cornyy as that sounds it works u can put what u feel into charecters (not so much smallville cuz you have to stay along the lines of the charescteristics of certain charecters) but poetry is a good escape, that and clana filled reruns of smallville

sorry if i cant get an update in 2marrow

[NYC300Z]

Update! they are so cute they have to realize they like each other! PPMS!

[kewl]

awesome update!!! can't hardly wait for the stripping scene!!!! :D PPMS!!

[Karen26]

cant wait post it quickly

[linn]

awesome update....PPMS!:)

[midnite_spark]

STRIP! STRIP! STRIP! STRIP!!

...lana and clark of course...lol :p

[binkys711]

alright I caught up! They are so cute together! I love the way they play against each other! and man I love it when Lana just mentalle debates with herself! :rotfl: can't wait 'till the stripping scene! PPMS!!!:D

[sandy]

:lol: good one midnite spark! hey, where's the update for this thread?;)

[cufcchic]

oh i love your new avi sandy! well yea ppmasap!

[sandy]

thanx Kat! now only if we could get an update....ppms!:D

[Clark&lana4eva]

saturday the lastest i promise

this have been crazing between cramming 4 tests and band concerts 4 our school and babysiting and the holidays coming up im a little stressed

[cufcchic]

its okay don't get stressed. update whenever you can, we, well i can wait. cant wait till saturday! ppmasap!

[midnite_spark]

heeyyyyyyy no need to stress about this story...we're not going anywhere. we'll wait for u to finish up everything else first. priorities first :)

I just finished up my finals a couple of days ago....now i have irrevelant knowledge of bacteria, protazoan, virus, and fungal in my brain....all thanks to microbiology.....thank goodness that's over!!

but anyways...good luck with ur exams and everything! Ganbatte! (i also took japanese lol it means good luck/do ur best) :)

[kewl]

just give us an update whenever u can & good luck on all ur exams!!! break a leg!!! :D

[goldylocks_k]

Wow this fic is really good. Please post more! Please!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

update will come today but i have 2 finish a essay about 3 careers which i would like to persue and i have no idea what i want to do and then another one about John Smith (i hate history) if anyone has any facts about him pleaz share!!!!!
You think they could give us a break im mean come on right b4 the holidays!!!

[cody111]

please update your story is great please update

[Clark&lana4eva]

here we go hope it was worth the wait
**************
“So can we please get our room keys and hit the beach?” Chloe asked me in a pleading voice, while cupping her hands together.

I turned to Clark and smirked, then turned back to Chloe, “The sooner the better.”

Both Chloe and Pete raised their eyebrows before speaking.

“Are we missing something here?” Pete asked

“Nope, it’s just that the sooner we get to the beach the sooner the vacation can start, right Lana?” Clark asked turning to look at me.

“Right Clark.”

We each grabbed our keys and headed up to our rooms to change. Chloe and I had agreed to meet the boys at the beach at around three o’clock. That way we could have time to change and unpack and put our things away. I changed into my new army pint, sting bikini, grabbed my sunglasses and both Chloe and myself headed out the door.

As we reached the beach, I took off my flip-flops, and stepped onto the sun beaten sand. I all ready felt relaxed as I felt the warm of the sand reach my toes. It was such a hot day. I couldn’t wait until the boys got here so I could go cool off.

“God you think they could be hear by now, I mean come on boys don’t have to do anything. All they have to do is change into some swim trunks, and head out the door, unlike us girls who have to shave and stuff.”

Chloe just laughed at me. “A little impatient are we now?!”

“No, it’s just that its hot out and I want to go swimming and have fun before we have to go back to the hotel. Curfew is at ten you know.”

“So just go swim I’ll let them know you’re swimming when they get here.”

“No!” I answered quickly, perhaps a little too quickly. Chloe raised an eyebrow at me.

“Why not?” She asked inquisitively.

Before I could answer I heard an obnoxious laughter in the distance. I looked behind me and saw Pete and Clark laughing and eating ice cream just a couple of feet away from me.

“There they are. They make us wait out here in the hot sun while they go have nice cool ice cream.” I replied starring at them and tapping my foot.

“Boys will be boys.” Chloe replied with an equally stern look squinting at them. They looked over towards us and once they saw our expressions, they quickly came towards us. Once they arrived, they turned towards us and looked at each other as if asking for help out of the situation. Pete decided to be brave and spoke up first.

“We’re sorry we’re late, but-” Chloe didn’t let him finish before she pulled him toward her by his ears. She looked like a mom scolding her child for breaking a vase or something.

“But what?! Huh Pete? You’re a half hour late because you had to go buy ice cream and who knows what else. At least tell us you brought us some.”

“Actually, no.”

“Ugh” both Chloe and I sighed together.

I decided to speak up this time before Chloe exploded.

“What do you have to say for yourselves?”

“Sorry.” Pete stated gloomily and said something to Chloe and she told him it was okay before they kissed.

I looked towards Clark and asked him what he had to say for himself and he replied, “What a lick.”

I felt like smacking him hard. I let out a “Pfft” noise and said, “If we hadn’t made a bet, I would have smacked that stupid grin off your face right now.”

“Sorry, I was just trying to lighten the mood.”

“Well, you suck at it.”

“Come on let’s get going the sun isn’t going to stay out all day and wait for us.”

[akuma]

ARGH!! ur just gonna keep taunting us with Clana arent u??:p anyways that was a great update, well worth the wait!

[Clark&lana4eva]

more 2marrow im trying 2 type a lot that way i can update daily

[sandy]

oh, such lighthearted Clana! i like it lots! ppms

[kewl]

PPMS!!!

[NYC300Z]

yeah this whole fic had been a big tease! :p Hope they come to their senses soon!

PPMS!

[cufcchic]

ppmasap! i want some real clana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Clark&lana4eva]

He chuckled slightly and nodded. He lifted his shirt up impatiently, and slid it over his head. He grinned an ear to ear grin, but I didn’t notice. I was to busy checking out his abs. I forced myself to tear my eyes from his body, and lifted them to meet his own.

“Ok, your turn.”

I smiled and slowly lifted up my shirt. I pulled it over my head, and smiled when I saw his expressionless face. I had the sudden urge to burst out laughing but restrained myself. I decided to tease him a little. I slowly took the top of my skirt and slowly pulled them down. Not once did I lose contact with his eyes, but they did with mine. They watched with anticipation as I slowly and delicately slid the skirt off my slender body. I took one leg out at a time and watched as his head rose to connect with my eyes once more. By the way we were looking at each other, you would think that we were about to do something else, but all it was, was a bet, a stupid way of getting attention from one another.

“You look really hot.” He said as we still continued to gaze at each other.

I blushed furiously. “You’re not so bad yourself.”

He too, blushed. We stood like statues and didn’t dare blink. For once he wasn’t being his usual cocky self. He was the Clark Kent that I met in the graveyard, the guy who talked to my dead parents. We saw Pete and Chloe staring at us incredulously. Chloe looked at me with eyes pleading for answers, but I didn’t care or notice and neither did Clark apparently. He cleared his throat and motioned towards the crystallized ocean where Pete and Chloe were headed. “You wanna go for a swim? It’s kinda hot here.”

“Sure whatever you want. It is kinda hot.”

“So you’re not mad at me about the whole ice cream and being late thing?”

“Its water over the bridge; under the bridge, wherever the water is, it has past.”

His gaze abruptly went from my eyes, to over my shoulder. “Actually Lana, I have a better idea.”

I cocked my eyebrows and turned to where he was looking. There was an enormous rock where people of all ages were throwing themselves off of into the water. My eyes widened in shock. I was still looking towards the huge boulder, when I felt some one pick me up over their shoulder like a sack of potatoes. “Clark put me down! No way am I doing this! It might not even be safe!”

“Lana, there are like six foot guys jumping and not even touching the bottom. Nothing is gonna happen to you. You’re like five foot.”

“I’m 5 foot and 6 inches and damn proud of it!!”

I noticed he stopped walking and I looked towards the vast ocean, seeing nothing but crystal blue water, and the faces of Chloe and Pete urging us to jump. I started to make these wheezing sounds and then Clark put me down.

“Lana, do you trust me?”

I shifted my gaze from the ocean to his eyes. Even if he wasn’t entirely truthful, I know he would never let anything happen to me, “More than anyone.” I whispered softly.

”I would never let anything happen to you.”

“I know that Clark.”

“Good, than jump. It’s the experience of a life time and I want to remember me doing it with someone that I really care about, and I can’t picture anyone more perfect.”

I looked back down and back towards my guardian angel. That’s what he is, my own personal guardian angel. “On three…” I said aloud as a smile spread across his face.

“One…” His arms wrapped around my waist….
“Two…” I wrapped my arms around his chest felling his bulging muscles against my cheek and shut my eyes tightly.
“Three!” We both exclaimed and we jumped into the water. I screamed all the way down, praying that my guardian angel would gain wings.

[akuma]

AWESOME!! i love this fic, cant wait for more!:D

[NYC300Z]

that would be funny if they just started floating there hovering above the water! What a way to let the cat out of the bad! :lol:

PPMS!